Feeling free and stepping out into the unknown with a fond love for one’s self. This is my aim and vision. Doing it with love. Love for myself. Believing and trust in my own inner faith. It’s a new religion for me. Arh.. yes beautiful believing. I was asked by my Life Coach/ counsellor’…
Finding oneself , being true to oneself , feeling the heart felt aspirations and fear inside all makes for an interesting life. Ugh yes! Truly being there for yourself. Do you truly know what that means? . For me , it’s truly being there and wholeheartedly taking responsibility but hey I always seem to do…
Hello and welcome to a glimpse into my life as it is now. Now being a time of re discovering my inner child and cherishing him. The little boy inside me. You may wonder what is this all about , you may say something like what is this crock of sh?t . Maybe you…
Hello Diary! .. It’s been a while since we’ve touched base. For weeks and weeks my head has been so west I wasn’t sure literally when this road was going to end. I’m gradually getting there .. with some assertive behaviour on the cards. I think I’ve been letting my mind get the better of…
When you find that connection within yourself as well as being helped along and almost encouraged if you know what I mean . It’s a new feeling for me and it feels like a revelation. I was only expressing yesterday to someone that my life long goal is to feel that freedom inside. This is…
Today I feel somewhat out of sorts , I wouldn’t say tired but feeling extremely wanting to chill down. A time to reflect and refresh. I simply don’t feel like expressing myself or explaining myself for anything in my life right now. I just don’t want to do anything. I was only having a pint…
Hiya , well for me it’s Human Connection. After taking part in a small test in July’s edition of Psychologies magazine , I find all my answers lead to human connection. Does this make me needy? I hope not , that’s another word I don’t like, ‘ needy’. Yes but human connections make me tick,…
An old struggle has re emerged over me tonight it has my mind and stomach in a massive knot. I feel my life is on hold until I deal with this situation and problem again. It feels like I have many sticking plasters in my life , all allowing me to live a continuous lifestyle…
This being my third attempt of writing something after really big week in connecting with people who matter in my life. Pushing through and opening up and in a way being vulnerable. Yes vulnerability feels like Oow heck, a little bit of being scared that I’ve opened up too much and pushed people away. Thankfully…
It’s Sunday Morning and the first one in June. Today is my late Mum’s Birthday. Born in 1933 , my mum would have been ninety . So here’s wishing her happy birthday in the Diamond fields above. I think I don’t recognise my Mum enough and towards her latter years we bonded well. Her…