Being you , being me. We all have our passions, our Destinations to follow in . Some Of you are more bouncier than others , perhaps a little more reserved 👍. some following our paths with no particular rush.. Some of you may be lost and feeling fed up.. We all have our dips in life and moments of sheer glee. A good balance is all we need.. If you are having a dip , Arh well hold yourself there. You are an unique person. We are unique in our own little ways..
This message to you I’ve struggled with being honest.. I made a couple of attempts but I’m afraid to say they are safely in my drafts..
My headliner of ‘ End of an era ‘ comes from finally finalising a deal on my late mums and sisters home. It’s took about 18 months to sell it and over 50 or so viewings. With its many problems like Japanese Knotweed being on a neighbouring property. This put so many people off , but why did they Veiw if they knew about this troublesome menace next door ? 🤷🏼♂️. I did treat it two or three times to to help our sale go through. It is certainly weakened.
The other issues were subsidence . The inside floors upstairs are slopping that much you could roll a ball from one end of the bedroom to the other.
Hey ho we found someone who wanted our property for its other quaint features like, a quiet location off the street . Private parking. Quaint inside although needs updating in areas. The downstairs was one main room split on two levels. Yes quaint is what I’d call it..
Gone now at last.. But an End of an era . There was some good memories there of my mum and some odd ones , sad ones too.
I remember a man my mum was friendly with in the late 80’s early 90’s. Yes and he was aright dodgy character. A ducker and diver when came to the law. I remember a moment when Southport CID came calling for him and there he was cowering behind the couch.
I was really aware of what was going on , by the time realised , I thought fuck I should of shopped the little @ucker. I known another similar character in my lifetime since living in Hesketh Bank , another rip off merchant. He was a likeable chap but this is how drew you in.. prime you ready for the rip off . They make my blood boil..
Oooow heck time to calm down oooosarrr .. 🙏🏻🥰.
It takes all sorts to compliment and complete our lives. At least as we grow more aware of ourselves as human beings are able to have more of a say who stays in our lives . People who Enrich us with the sparkles they carry around with them. Some people naturally stay around us because we are content, some still elude me, but are there never the less. I see that as a fault within myself.. As I was talking to my life guide the other day , remembering our chat and the moment I spoke about not being complete or whole yet😄. It said it might take until the end of my days until I immerse myself in this wholesome goodness. Oh what a day that will be…. 🙏🏻🥰💛. This certain enlightenment awaits me 🌟💫🥰💪. My Dear friend answered “self awareness is good, my journey has taken down many paths and come the other side“ . I’ve done this Gillian recalls. Me , myself. Yes I’ve had some moments of scarcity and bewilderment moments but some exhilarating moments too. Some eye watering times, delicious ones were people have touched me deep down. Two years of self delving and awareness , moving into the realms of self discovery. Its been tough but well worth the journey, sometimes it’s the only thing we can do for ourselves 🥰 . Enter the world of self love. Enter the world of Counselling, you won’t look back .. Behold there will be some teary times, we all have them 🥰. Let them flow..
Do you feel enriched with or are You in total awe with the people in your life? Or do you feel a little uncomfortable as it’s something you wished you had..? Being honest I’ve felt both, comparing is currently one of my negatives but on balance I’m pushing this feeling out my bounds and trying to accept who I am worts and all..
Hows your day been today ? .
Gosh mine is finishing in style with the naughty little boys in my house. It’s now 10:30 pm and my head is exploding and I’ve had enough of this s@it. Naughty boys..ADHD , hmmm yes..You reckon?? ! . Massive headache blasting my head.. now.
I’m going going for a walk tomorrow, isolation or no isolation.. out on my own.. These kids will be the death of my wife and I..
I sent my Coronavirus test off today.. see how I go..
I need peace tomorrow ….
Leaving you here with a photograph of my little cherub , if only they were all like him and Alex xxxx
My Angel Alfie xxx 😘
Me and Alex approximately two years old in Hesketh Bank.🥰
Gosh my heart is still pumping…
Sweet dreams my great people.. we are only human. All have our crosses to bare..
Hot love from me xxx
Stay safe ⚡️Stay Positive 💛
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💥All words written in my own experiences 💥
Be wise, be strong, be kind , be you ,