Oow wee It’s been a while since I graced these pages , please don’t shout at me.. Anyone who knows me knows everything is just so sweet. Also probably knows i have been on a journey of all sorts, very much a mixed bag of emotions and kinda not in touch with the true meaning of myself. Finding the desired path or knowing something is adrift with an absolute yearning to love myself unconditionally. This is still a milestone of pleasure to pursue but I’m once again loving myself for relaxing with who I am . A man with gorgeous attributes.🥰🌟.
Yes well I have to say these things and believe in my own inner resources, my wealth within and treasure and my divine spirit.
To see myself as others see me, well especially my close friends, what a lovely thought. A good friend of mine gave me this explanation of his experience of knowing me. He had me down to a Tee as he gave me good to healthy criticism too, it sometimes wakes us up.
Sometimes things drive me crazy like choosing to make a decision. One of my friends of light and of the personal growth persuasion says, ‘ there is no right or wrong decision. All avenues give us something different, something different to rejoice in. Is it that simple. Is life that simple? .
Being in touch with one’s self and re tapping into our own inner wealth is essential. Me well I’ve had to ask a new spiritual friend and coach with help on learning to find my love and strength. To work past a life long negative language pattern and so far as my work has begun it’s been eye opening and spirit lifting. Having daily homework of self love is essential. Although recently I have kinda started overthinking again..I am aware and I look forward to embracing my inner glow again.
I can say to you my friend , please keep trying and if you can’t find the solution, please get some help from a friend or two or a chosen guide in life. For me I feel I have been not aligned with my inner love for a long long time, for most of this year I’ve felt like I was a mess inside. My inner confidence had gone in a few of my passions like line dancing and I certainly wasn’t the man I use to be, or so I felt inside.
Now there’s a certain calmness about me.. still I have work to do and I’m on a life long journey of loving myself and this is the most precious ingredient to life. Well for me and hopefully you xxx . Self criticism is hopefully a thing of the past and loving me is here to stay. Making this decision is an incredible step , making tiny changes of self love and saying THANK YOU to me is most important to my self worth. Saying YES and THANK YOU to your own universe of self belief is an integral part of being me and you? .
TaTake care and say it with your own love,
Adrian x 🌟💚