Sending you many wishful thoughts. It’s All good in my hood. How about yours? .
My negative gates keep opening up after one or two little creases in my armour developed recently.
Unless of course you made it to the wonderful place inside you ! . Keeping the consistently is the magical bit.
It’s so easy to forget the power we hold inside as being an awesome one.
I guess coming from my background which is unique , as everyone else’s is.. We all have different layers of negativity going on in and around us.
Me well , I feel I’m gonna have to take the bull by the horns and bash the heck out of anything that resembles a negative core.
By gum , you who have never felt the lack of mistrust in your own abilities will never know what it feels like. I need to get to the nitty gritty of it somehow. Mind you I have said this before, like when I treated my work colleagues to GoApe. There’s me thinking I could beat my fear of heights, err herr .. no way . It didn’t happen. Hence I was tough on myself, so were other people. This is one thing I’m going to try and do , it’ll have wait until the spring, but maybe I can book it after Christmas. That’s a weekend course on beating the fear of heights climbing near Buxton. Well it’s a thought anyway.
This brings me to other areas of my life too, like line dancing. I just need to be happy in my own presence. Gather my golden ball of power inside and focus on my own inner love. Do you ever feel like this in any activities you do? . Err .. maybe I’m just a sensitive guy. One thing is for sure I’m gonna keep on challenging myself, for me it’s my only way forward. Going inward too is a something to look forward as nothing can be do unless it’s comes from within.???✨
Maybe we all have our strengths and weaknesses . I know members of my family who travel abroad on their own. I’d never do that . Yeah it’s self confidence building over the next months for me , one baby step at a time..
My wife says she could never go to a chat group and start talking about her vulnerabilities, yeah it’s tough at first but if you feel the need to do something so much , the doors normally start to open . I found it took a about a month before I started to relax after starting at Andy’s Man Club in Chorley. Now it’s ok.
Sometimes I have something to chat about , other times I don’t. I find being open as much as I can helps me,, though I’m finding it a little different at the moment with my confidence being knocked. Hey ho ..
Living in a certain Balance with the negative and the positive is a new thing and as I proceed through my days here I have to try and find my inner HARMONY. This is where’s it’s at. Finding that ball of energy inside and loving it. Having misplaced my harmony , it almost feels scary again. Though I’ve been under the weather with a virus. So I hope I haven’t annoyed anyone with the things I say..
I’m sorry if I’ve upset anyone with how I write . It’s never my intention. Things might pop out in a different manner or it may be read differently to what I meant. I think it may be sleepy joe time now , as it is 12:41 am this Thursday Morning! .
Yep time to closed my eyes..
Before I go . I just wish to thank you for there.. I hope you continue to thrive and ✨ shine.
love and Grow.
Light of my love.