Have you ever felt you weren’t alone , even in your loneliest and saddest times ? . When the walls were tumbling in and you found it extremely difficult to connect to others in a loving way? . Extremely difficult to chat to the opposite sex , and in my case especially women even as just friends. There was such a moment for in my distant past. Such a time when I lived in bed sit land in my late 20’s.
I remember these days like they were yesterday, my walls covered in pictures of my likes of the moment. Pictures of My spiritual side , meaning Mother Earth, as well as my musical passions blu tacked to the walls.
There I was sat upstairs in my little room enduring the biggest breakdown of my life to this point. Something I was having to work through, day by day. Soul searching and trying to love my life, until the time came and I once again broke into the land of tears.
This time after a while I felt the strangest feeling. The feeling of not being alone. It was comforting and strange at the same time. My tears stopped and I will always remember that moment. So I don’t know to this day whether it was my loving self that came over me or another kind spiritual looking out over me. All I knew was I was not alone in my quest for love and creating something from the embers of the person I was .
Have you ever had any similar experiences in your lifetime?
If so please let me know, via email or the contact page on this site.
All I know is I’m a better person for having felt these feelings. Going through pain in your life can only make us stronger. Then there comes the time when something else happens to you but the pain can still be there but hopefully you a little wiser . The hurt still hurts as we are human but as with all experiences we can only be more lived in person. A more useful, caring stronger, passionate, abundant person.
Please don’t forget to put more wealth into your life without treating others badly. By wealth , I mean your good spirit , you knew that didn’t you ? .
Loving you as I do.
Positively Me x🌟
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💪all words written in my own experiences 💪