Yeah it’s Friday, some might call it Funky Friday. I know might on certain days.
Today I’m calling it Enlightenment Friday as so many riddles have been blown open wide. Ideas and past beliefs have been pushed to one side , though I think after experimenting a week ago or so somethings slid into place. So why this great feeling. Well it’s down to talking things through with a couple of important people in my life. For me it’s so important to have these gifted people help me mirror things back to me. It helps one see how my thinking pattern maybe a little off course . When the penny drops in our minds it’s an awesome feeling, as we hold the keys anyway. It’s a weird feeling knowing that we hold ourselves back into many ways. It’s like I’ve been judging myself, keeping myself under lock and key. Why do we do this ? . Frightened of expressing ourselves. Being bothered about what other think of us and how other people see us..
The time has come to feel the sun on my face and in my heart. As my good friends inspirationally spoke to myself over the last 24 hours . They see me in a way different light to I see myself and it was refreshing to hear , though one good friend was a little hard hitting with his emotional well-being chat. He made me think about what I have achieved in my life , even though I feel like I’m not enough. He feels I’m well enough with how I’ve stood Tall over recent years. My second sparkly friend agrees with him.🐾 She believes I’m just perfect the way I am and in the last four weeks since we spoke I’ve achieved many things. I’ve always or at least in the last couple of years I’ve grown inpatient with myself and I’ve labelled myself as being a procrastinator! . 🐾 Although my good friend of going on three years and 19th October being our anniversary of my very first contact. 🐾 Says “Hold up here Adrian, your telling keep putting things off and yet your telling me you’ve achieved such a lot”. I ought to be proud of myself for making things happen . YES I ought to be 💛. My good friend went to say. “Don’t lie to yourself” , if I feel crap don’t go saying I feel terrific as it’ll prolong the healing process. 🐾 Express with an open heart . Don’t fake your feelings by saying you feel awesome when in fact you feel out of sorts inside. Being authentic is the true way of being in life. Your friends will be your friends for you being who you are.
🐾All I know is right now , I’m looking forward to the days ahead. Walking day by day into a Positive way of living. Making small changes every day , although small they feel big if you know what I mean . That’s the emotional side of me keeping my on my toes. Whether that’s a good thing or not I’m not sure. As long as I keep making decisions and moving forward . Moving old thoughts to one side and pushing straight ahead. THATS my new way ahead ✅ 💥💪🌟🥰. 🐾
I’ve had So many ideas on how I’ve looking at my life and projecting myself into other peoples lives. Time is here for me to think differently . A more freer way of thinking and for a relabelling of relationships that’s going to make it easier for me to move forward.
Like some of you are my Sparkle Buddies.
Well it makes sense to me anyway. It’s operation think better and do better for myself. I hope these words inspire you to be more if you wish to be..❤️
Lots of love from me xxx.
Edited etc🐾 8th August 2021
🦖All written words in my own experiences 🦖