Pondering this thought in which I have before.
I’m so lucky to have the uniqueness of my very own beautiful mind.
Having to express these thoughts, having to record them somewhere, not just anywhere but here with you.
Its crazy o’clock again ( 4am) as my brain feels like it’s wired and exploding with thoughts. Thoughts I must tell you. Why I don’t know but all I know is , if I don’t write them down I’ll never get to sleep. It’ll start driving me crazier than I normally am 🤣🤪.
⭐️So where am I taking you here ? Yes my mind is so beautiful. I know perhaps you think be thinking what the heck you going on about Adrian?!. But I once again feel so Lucky to be me. Yes I have my low moments, my moments when I can’t see any good that’ll come my way .
Sometimes I’m asked to do things to do things whilst still under the shadow like feeling . I must say it’s a struggle to muster the inner strength to show up.. When I do . I actually wonder what the heck was I thinking? Why was I feeling such a lack of power? Because I can do anything that is Asked of me !
I can only think it’s a momentary lapse in inner belief.
Having you guys there makes everything ok for me..knowing I’m not alone , also knowing nothing is forever. The goodness always COMES AROUND AGAIN. I’m always ready to take in the goodies of the universe 🌟.
🌟I’m pleased to say I’m my own person, like all of us .We all have our dips in life. We all have magnificent highs too. We make mistakes don’t we ? Oow yes we do . Oh thank goodness.. So let’s be good to ourselves. We all have an incredible uniqueness that makes us stand out from the crowd. Even if you think you haven’t got anything. I bet your bottom dollar, if you look closely enough you’ll notice a magnificent fest of goodies in your life.
But I feel I’m moving ever so closely to where I wish to be. How about you ? .
I’m pleased that through all my mindful experiences , be it sad ones , lonely ones, negative ones, ultra high ones, inquisitive ones, I feel So Lucky.
🌟For me , I feel like I’m only beginning to awaken my Giant within. Glimpses are coming through and it feels absolutely amazing.
Although it’s taken me all my current life to get here, this feeling feels absolutely positively good. I’m lucky that all I’ve had to really do is change my thought process. Really Adrian! . Well I can tell you it’s not that easy , when all I’ve ever thought is disbelief.
🐾🌟I opened the doors on self awareness and discovery back in the early 90’s , looking and searching for the sparkles within and awaken the Giant Within as the sensuous soul Anthony Robbins would say. 🌟🙏🏻.
🌟We have new journeys every day don’t you think ? I certainly have an pioneering feeling about my life nearly every day. My days are made exquisite moments of playing with my grandchildren. Having Fun, enjoying nature , my Friends & Family and my Work too. There’s a massive love there too . Sure I’ll have hiccups but it’s important not to take it personally. It’s just a matter of how long it takes me to brush myself down and smile and move on !.
I might pop back into bed in a minute or two. I think I’ve got out my system what I needed to say before it was lost in the land of sleep forever 😂.
Hope your sleeping well and to the Milk men and women out there , who are out on their rounds right now at Bates Diary “ Stay safe , stay Sparkly 🌟”.my Friends.
My journey wouldn’t be complete with you guys in it. I mean all you Positive people who believe in me. 🌟💜🌟🙏🏻Thank You.
Much love and I’ll catch you in few more hours 😁🌟🙏🏻💜.
Adrian. 😁🌟💜.4:40 am. Sparkly Tuesday.
Positively me 🤜⭐️🤛
edited etc🐾 23rd December 2020 time 10pm.
🤜All words written are in my own experiences 🤛