Itโs a very early morning to you. As I watch my Heartland 13th season for the second time. They are saying itโs gonna be the last one. Surely this isnโt the case?. I shall after keep watching the episodes again and again. Time now 5:30 and morning skies are breaking into a ย lighter one.
๐I wanted to write to in these moments as there is something on my mind and has been since ย late last night when I received a message of concern from a distant friend. The reach out to concerning ย a person close by. A young woman who is need of help and I HOPE she gets it. She really does need to grab her own inner strength and think of herself, firstly herself then her children. If you are reading this. I have Faith in you.
๐Please try and forget who has done you wrong , this person or persons from your past have no control over you. If you canโt find the strength and feel completely washed up. Search out help. Find it , it is there. I mean the specialist help. There Are people out there who want to listen but you need to be open to wanting to get getter, ย ๐Sometimes our own minds canโt find the answers. We know thereโs something wrong but feel unable to find the solution. Life is the solution, living it, breathing it, rejoicing in the things that matter to you.
๐Getting through episodes like this in life , takes LIFE LONG ย desire to better for ones self .You might knock on many doors before you find the right ย one, but itโs important to start. ๐.Yes we all have bad days but I feel if you and I , stay constant with the rhythm of positivity, ย you can become a winner in life. LIVE YOUR LIFE , NOT SOMEONE ELSEโS . I am no specialist in anything, all I know is , having a passion to succeed is paramount..
๐This situation Brings me back to memories of my mum and her situation. She had her complex issues and to be honest I havenโt a clue what it was all about . Alcohol was an issue, her Dad dying when she was a young girl in a Iron Ore Mining accident up in Cumbria. So my Grandad I never met of course, ย died at 37 years old. ( thereโs another story ๐๐) ย Mum loosing her babies, my sisters problems . My mum became a very bitter woman when my Dad left the family home when I was at the sprite Young age of 5.
๐Yes Iโve had this stuff to deal with as a child . Then leading into my own life , a wilderness of different experiences, emotions, loves fallouts. You name it. We all have them . But if you know thereโs something inside you , like a desire, like a light, a sparkle โ๏ธ, thereโs only one direction you are going to go , and that upwards.
Itโs now light outside ย and itโs gonna be a long day. I did have intentions of starting my Zoom Boot camp sessions tonight.
I feel shattered now, gee. ๐
Anyway my good people of this land. Have a brilliant day.
Love you lots and Iโm sorry I guess this post was a bit of a personal one towards one person, maybe someone else might have found something in it. ๐๐ป๐๐.
Take care
Positively Adrian ๐๐.