Greetings on Wednesday morning, the morning after Sparkling Tuesday. Sparkling because I’m feeling a little warm sparkle come back to me. I think I’m a little bit pleased I’ve gone through this shitty emotional hellhole recently because I’m more awakened to the fact who I am and what I have to achieve in the near future.
I’ve had an awakening or realisation , yes I am a good person , I do like who I am. Loving myself is a recipe I’ll be working on . To do this I have I have to be courageous in spirit, in my actions, perhaps don’t ‘ overthink things’ , something Gillian is always reminding me of 😂🌟. To find my voice, discuss things that need to be addressed. That one I have tried recently but one certain situation does need re going over but in a firm loving way , is that being Assertive?😄👌🌟. Oh goody, I think it is.
Yes I do like who I am.’ Life is what you make ‘ is a comforting saying, why? . Well I feel almost like reborn, the feelings I went through recently have left me like this. After feeling left empty through an emotional breakdown, I’m not out of the woods yet but I’m trying where as couldn’t see anything before, even though I have an amazing group of friends around me. These friends have made it easier for me but also there’s a great realisation of how to be around them , oh yes my natural self!. Relax don’t overthink it.
Positively Adrian was created because I have something to say and give to the world, to shed a light on the world that has many fearful corners for some or us sensitive folk . To be Positive as I can be, help others hopefully 😄🌟.
Learn to love me, oow that’s fairly touching to my senses.
Life has its ripples and there’s a couple or so in my life now, I’m living with daily a recently diagnosed Grandson with ADHD, this is going to be a learning curve.
Our Grandson lives with us daily. This is his home.
I spoke to my friend Catherine about it last night in Line Dancing. Catherine is a specialist on this subject. Thank goodness 🙏🏻.Thank you for help. Your fab.🌟🌟🌟😄.
I’ve decided to no longer put restrictions on myself when blogging . Recently this has played with my emotions too. Oow.. I can’t mention this or that, well Fuck it! , excuse the French but I’ve had enough of restrictions.
Last night in line dancing was truly a good feeling. Our Teacher Donna, is amazing. Yes you are , so don’t say otherwise!👌. The dance selection and teaching is second to none. Your presence, Smiley , bright and delightful. I thank you for making the evening a great few moments to behold,🌟😄. It also comes down to me and what I bring to the class, last night I enjoyed my freeness on myself. My Friends are Super Fantastic xxx. One massive hug to you. 🤗.
So this brings me to some friends who aren’t talking to each other. We , as a lovely group of collective friends are hoping you can make up. Yes this noticeable to everyone. What’s happened?, you were such good friends. I’m putting my hands together hoping the situation can be sorted .
Food for thought!, what if you only 6 months to live like my Sisters companion ? .Would you think, sod it let’s be friends, life’s too short. Well life IS too short.
My daily life is a tiny bit over crowded with an extra family living with us. Adults and Grandchildren, (oh little Alfie is a treasure 😘. He reminds me so much of this Step Brother Alex. ) things can be very testing at times for everyone. This is what families do , stand in and help out when needed don’t they ?.. Hopefully their living accommodation will get sorted sooner than later. 😄🌟. To boot, everyone is down with the flu here, hopefully I’m the Lucky Star 🌟 that doesn’t get it, so far so very lucky 🍀. 😄🌟.
Anyway guys I’m gonna love you and leave you, I know it’s been a bit of a long blog.. Here’s to a wonderful day , keep on Shining 🌟🌟🌟.
Sending my Brightness to everyone who knows me. Loving you wherever you are, all around the 🇬🇧 uk , family in New Zealand, The Isle of Man 🇮🇲. **Yes I miss you.
Have a great Day,
Adrian making a Positive difference.
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All words written in my own experiences.
** edited 6th December, 👌🌟