Hiya my Besties ,
Its Friday evening, I’m in watching a film on Netflix called The “Wish Man “ on the tv. I’m Feeling a little blue. Little Teary , a little emotional again. Oh gee . Feeling vulnerable , it feels unsettling raw like. And no alcohol down me either. According to some in the personal growth circles, they say Vulnerability is strength!!! .Yes I am strong, ( I am susceptible to emotional overload too ) I have a Shining desire to live to my highest good.
I have faith and this is a BIG word , not a religious faith for me but more Faith in my Higher Self that I can pull away from any shit in my life. .Faith that and negativity will only be here for a short period of time even though sometimes it feels like an eternity.
The trend of my journey over recent months, moments my blips are shorter, thank goodness. Oh gee this bloody film Is making me worse, I’m in blinking tears here.
I don’t think I see it as a Alone in a positive world, or do I?. Is there such a thing ? , well there must be. Yes I’m emotional but it’s all good. The fact I feel vulnerable is acceptable to me now, though still feels like I’m still learning who I am. Are we all accepting of who we are , are we all trying to make our lives richer with whole heartedly connections . Maybe we all are on a subconscious plain . I’m not searching for friends, I have them . In fact I’m very happy with my friends from all walks in life. Amazing. . I have faith my friends are here to stay. FAITH is such a Positive word , rather than hope don’t you think?.
It’s all good, the more You give to the world , the more goodness you receive back . It’s kinda how it all works. I’m only concentrating on the good in my life.
I’m not posting this on Facebook, so if you find it , you find it. It’s all good.
Loving you as i do.
Shining from my higher self.
** edited etc. Trashed, burnt, altered , turned upside down, 👌