Hello to My Positive Speaking World!
I’ve been left wondering or have I really!?
After my first day of the weekend has slid away into this Sunshine minded Sunday.
♻️I have to still wonder what I’m doing and am doing it right. With other peoples opinions strongly implanted on my mind. I sometimes wonder if my choice is right. I’m Becoming stronger in my mind . As I’m implementing my own ideas and standing firm with what I believe. Ohwoo that’s a positive change if i say so. I HAVE A VOICE AND IT WILL BE HEARD. MY CORE VALUES WILL SHINE. ⭐️💛⭐️.
We are all individually talented. ♻️ We all have something to give our immediate worlds. Don’t forget to nudge yourself that little bit more than you do normally 💛💪🌟. You’ll be amazed as you push yourself through the fear door. 😁. ♻️
After a difficult session in training, mentally and physically yesterday. Coming down to it I’d let myself down the week prior. Meaning I’d not shaken off my habit of having a few beers through the week. Yes indeed I felt I let myself down big style. ♻️. This showed on the weighing scales.. I was up 2 pounds , the 3weeks before all lost pounds in each of the weeks. I’m determined to change things for my greater good.
This comes with the added few words from others around me saying “ are you mad?”. Having a personal trainer to help you lose weight and become fitter . Come to think of it “ you pay to talk to someone too. ! “ . Oh my gosh what is the world coming too ?, being a little bit sarcastic in the twist of thing’s!. Although I do appreciate people with a greater experience of life to give me good wholesome information. Sometimes you have go right ahead and do what you think is best for you.
One thing I can tell you my decision making is getting better. I’m proud of this. I’m proud of lots of things in my life AND I still need to acknowledge my love and strengths MORE often. When this happens I’m simply in awe ,. In awe especially having the most gracious friends in my Line dance world and everyone else who touches my life💖.
My friend went on to say “ You are totally responsible for that happens in your life from when life began for me. But I’m sure I had to be nurtured through the years years? Is this debate?🧐😜. No crying about your life , just deal with it .
I agree we are totally responsible for our actions, I’m still learning. In my defence, like I discussed with my counsellor on my last session . There’s been much to deal with lately. For some people, have a simpler life and that’s how they want it. Me , I have responsibilities in other areas too, like my sister for one. Dealing with my Dads affairs with Solictors who are trying to help keep a roof over my dads head. ,
I’m still juggling at work trying to get a good balance in with my main business at gardening services. Finding Staff is key to now and running into 2022.
So whoever is in my life right now , personal trainer or Fantastic Counsellor they are staying for now . Implementing my higher self thinking and just going for it . This week is going to be full of work and getting on with making things happen.
Currently I’m listening to Fearne Cottons podcast with guest Suranne Jones. What a fabulous listen . I like Suranne anyway! .
So how are you doing and feeling?
If you’ve managed to get away anywhere this Summer I hope you’ve had time to refresh yourselves..
Line dancing starts for me on Tuesday after the Covid break. It ought to be a frilling evening. I had a message off friends recently asking about this evening coming and they are looking forward to seeing me ! . I said why??😂. Because I’m a nice guy she said!
Now it’s Wednesday morning and the ripe time of quarter pass six. What am I doing up so early, well I couldn’t sleep and my back has been aching for the last couple of days.
🌟I have to tell you about last night at dancing, it was fabulous. Though I arrived late after leaving Manchester late. It just couldn’t be helped after waiting around most of the day for materials that only landed at 2:30 pm . Then it decided to rain cats and dogs.. 😂
What fabulous job that has been completed by my friends and master mind Stewart Hayes and friend Lindsey.
But hey it was absolutely fabulous to see all my friends at “Western Express “again. Have a little catch up and dance to our favourite country tunes and steps rekindled with help of everyone and ourselves for daring to have fun in our own skin. 🤗
This week is a big one , as it leads me to my wife’s biggest Birthday. I’ve looking at trying to get away somewhere but it’s been slightly more challenging as Susan wishes NaNa to come away with us. This has been difficult finding a place with a family room . I’ve decided quite simply to go out for tea at new restaurant locally. Possibly still need to take NaNa , as we can’t trust anyone to be around for the little handful 😁.
Anyway Guys I truly hope your life is as fruitful as mine ! .That you are leaping forward with a firm heart and gentle tread on planet Earth.
Loving you as I do.
Positively Me 💛.
Edited etc..♻️19th August 21.
💥All words written in my own experiences 💪