Hey People
hope your all excited today.
Iโm kind of feeling โRealโ. Do you know what I mean when I say this?. Iโve had my two important chats of the day.Firstly with my physio Rick . Rick has an amazing old head on his young shoulders ๐๐๐. He is Mr Positivity.
Also had my Therapy session with Gillian my counsellor. ย So itโs always good to chat and make sense of things.I feel kinda stripped right back to nothing at moment, I suppose itโs a good place to restart again.
So getting real it is.** ย I guess Iโve been frightened on telling you how I really feel as not to feel looking daft and not to put you off from reading my words . Bearing my soul is a little scary but there is great sense of healing that comes from expressing myself and I hope it will encourage more people to open up and try and self heal by exploring who they are. ** I suppose pushing your boundaries and through the fears your voice Inside your head Susan Jeffers calls โ the chatterbox ๐ is where you get the most satisfaction. ย But in the meantime I continue to I like who I am . ๐๐.
*Please my Dear Friends, I hope you never feel the need to alter who you are whilst your in my company. Please be yourself , your natural self . ย Enjoy you for who you are. ๐.. ย ๐.๐. This will please me no end ๐ค๐.
Yes Iโve been feeling a strange void inside me lately .*** I certainly wasnโt ever thinking Iโd be writing that Iโm struggling to find my way through life , especially in these recent times as Iโve worked through much but life keeps throwing challenges at me. ย Itโs a blip in my life but Iโm searching to move out of this horrible zone into something that has my Soul Jumping for joy, ย Sparkling and gleamingย ๐๐โค๏ธ. Mmm .. sounds lovely. One day ,yes!! Looking forward to the day, the month ,my luscious life๐ฅฐ๐, the living in The NOW. I canโt wait ..
Being Real and Open is all I can do right now . Iโm on my way back …Have a lovely Day ย my friends ..
Hugs from me xxx
** edited / added too 25th November time 6pm. & 23:56 pm / * / *** sat 21st December 2019, 10 pm.๐๐






