Greetings on this special day. Of course itโs special!, not only is it Monday!๐๐ . Itโs a great big Monday.
A fresh start to a fresh week . Sounds Glorious ๐๐๐.I love Mondayโs and Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays , Fridays and the Super Duper Weekends . How about you.? ๐๐
YES Iโm connecting or trying to with my one finger typing on my phone, which isnโt ideal.
Having A small screen to find the letters on is sometimes not easy. It doesnโt always work right and I have to go back and fix things.
Andy my website guru says blogging on a pc is much better but when Iโm out and about on a phone or iPad I can write from anywhere, as long as my internet package is working ๐คฃ.
I could be in an exotic place or parked up somewhere. The world is my oyster !.
Thank goodness for being open, thereโs nothing like it. Connecting with my counsellor this morning was not scary, it was explorative , really interesting. The connection is great. Being interested in people is a plus for me. Spurring people on , rejoicing in their accomplishments is satisfying. ย Wanting to learn more but essentially learn how cherish me , to love me , now thatโs a big one . I asked Gillian โdo I have to go a Buddhist temple to do this โ? She said NO And smiled at me.๐Itโs best if I , or you challenge our selves . Be open to the possibilities. Sometimes Gillian shows me a glint of what could be or explores Avenues, asks questions of me or boosts my esteem and celebrates my journey , especially on how far I have come. Or Says Iโm being TOO hard on myself. GIVE MYSELF A BREAK- your doing the best you can .๐๐๐.
What I find inside and how I deal with it is a different matter.๐( probably just best to lay off myself and hug myself, if thatโs physically possible ๐คฃ๐๐.)๐
My shiny sparkles are forming again and like Gillian says my bad days or periods are not as long . Iโm finding coping mechanisms earlier . Finding my way out of any given situation quicker than ever before. This is sweet heaven to me.
Searching and wanting to shine is the ultimate.But even more ultimate than that is to love me. ย Not give myself a HARD time. BE GOOD TO MYSELF. Stop saying OUGHT & SHOULD as it berates me and puts unwanted pressure on me.
Again sorry for my blip last week. Iโm on my way back.
Love youAdrian xx
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๐edited & added too ( 12:15 am Tuesday 11h February )