I’ve just been wondering how to start this note to you. I’ve been pondering on writing about a moving moment I had at the weekend. But I am really wondering if you really want to know what I have to give. Am I being too open with you?. Do you really want to know what I’m thinking or am I being stupid ? . Yeah , I’m thinking like this because I’ve been looking around on some other Positive living sites. The result is we are all different! . That’s life anyway isn’t it? . There is some really amazing sites out there , one or two I’ll list here in a minute. They are far move advanced than I am. Possibly all together happy too. But I’m still learning the tricks of the trade so to speak. I still have my duller days of underneath confidence issues.
🐾 Sometimes I forget how far I come and how much I achieved in life’s search for a happier presence . I ought to give myself more credit. It takes constant attention to ourselves if we wish to stay ahead of our negative selves.🐾🐾 I usually know when its moving ever close the end of the month, this is where my chat normally falls into place with my life coach. It’s almost as though there’s a timeline on my emotional vibrations. . Mind you if you talk to my wife , she undoubtedly say I’m always negative! . I think that’s a little unfair, as I feel I’m a creator and a pioneer of my own little paradise here on earth. Yep I have challenging times, we all do don’t we? . 🐾
🐾The main thing is , I know I have a certain kind of goodness and sparkle inside me. A drive to shine. All I can do is keep tapping away at my old beliefs and one day I hope to harness the power within 🌟🐾
🐾My conversation with my life coach/ counsellor is booked in on a four weekly cycle. I have tried stretching the period to longer but it usually ends up being disastrous for me. I need to talk things through and I’m glad I’ve got this person in my life.. 🐾
I think my interior vibrations seem to know when it’s nearly the time as emotions are just starting to sizzle away. There I go again, telling you how I feel . Is this meant to be ? . As I’ve looked briefly at other sites, they don’t seem to be like mine. They seem to be more of the helping hand side of things..
Obviously I’ve not looked at the many thousands positive blog sites out there. I believe its a big trend? .
Here’s some I found very interesting the other night.The “littleblogofpositivity.com by Alison . It’s a like from me x
Bliss.blogspot.com
Gail Williamson. foundandbliss@shaw.ca
And the wonderful Susie Pearl who has a podcast too.. info@susiepearle.com
Awesome likes from me.
This still doesn’t tell you about my high point at the weekend.. Hmm .. I really not sure if I’m ready to tell you. I’m kinda out of sorts at the moment. I’m still trying to sort directions out in my situations at work and pleasure. Waiting on people doesn’t help .. I tell ya I’ve waited enough on this particular order I’ve placed with someone. I really ought to of learnt my lesson the first time I got messed around last year. But with this person being a friend, I thought I’d give the benefit of the doubt. It’s not going on a third time, it’s the final straw this time. Promises, promises. Blinking heck ! . I’m too much of a nice guy. I might try and get an order through from someone else but my deadline now is our Christmas party. If I haven’t got the goods by then , they stick em well, you know where.🤪
I have something else brewing in the background but I’m handling that one. I’m hopefully going out for a coffee with someone on this one next week. It ought to be refreshingly good.
Okay I think I’m going to tell you about my high. Err.. don’t you laugh now. It’s not that exciting but more moving for me and deeply appreciative of myself 🥰. Well I went Linedancing on Sunday to my Monthly social afternoon in Parbold, this is run by Wild1s ~ Jo and Nigel.
Well the Country artist they had on was called Kenny Junior. Quite early on he sang one of my favourites “ First fool in line” . Hopefully it isn’t me ! Or singing about me 😂😂.Yep I know it’s an easy dance, but it reminded of my Tuesday Country line dance class. My fab friends and how I self taught myself this dance under the watchful eye of my friends. Especially my friend ‘Catherine’. Catherine has a kind heart at helping people out on the dance floor. 🌟. Anyway the song , the dance, it was just brilliant, I sang out to my hearts content and put an abundance of flow into the dance . It was very emotional for some strange reason, but very awesome. Yes I loved it.
Another good point to my afternoon was watching some dancers perform to a dance I don’t know but would like too and that’s “ Corn don’t Grow” . Looks like a fabulous dance . The song Is great too. Oh yes I love my dancing.I’m starting to come into my own in this beautiful pastime. My friends make a even of a special evening too. This week though I only managed the slower dances as I had the feeling of being drained with a disrupted sleep pattern from this blinking cold.
I’ve also another slight little thing that does bother me on this night . In which I’m trying not to get to het up about it . This a situation were a woman in the class makes a note of looking a my bum whilst I do my dancing. They make a note of asking people to move so they can see me .. Bloody hell! . Hmm .. it does put me off putting all effort into it . Sometimes I move to the other side of dance floor but there’s no hiding ☺️. But by staying POSITIVE, SMILEY, and trying to forget someone is looking at me in that way..
As Pollyanna would say “ let’s find the POSITIVE in this or let’s play the GLAD game !!? ?!!!😂🥰.
Ah well, hope I haven’t bored you to death. I do love writing to you , to whoever you are ? 😂. Could be No body. Well I do know at least two people read these pages . One person who I’ve spoken to about the blog , as I explained it’s not the best English writing or the most intellectual. My friend explained this is what makes it authentic , which includes the bad grammar and spelling mistakes. One day I’ll have a polished off version for you.😂
I’m not perfect, I’m very far from it. I still have some issues with feeling that i under value myself . We all do this I believe. ? . I know don’t if this shows in the way I act ? Whether you can tell or not ? When I spoke to my mind set coach the other week. He said “ he thought I’d always looked a happy chap “ . Yes we all can all hide our emotions but more often than not we have to let them out to the right people . Friends are good but sometimes they have their own problems. So sometimes it’s one of them things you have to find the right friend or professional to talk to. I find I have a good mixture of friends who all know different things about me. I’m not sure if there’s one person that knows it all, ( maybe Rafa) apart from my Counsellor Gillian.
Maybe that’s good.
Before I go I must tell you about my little Alfie ,who found himself getting upset with me yesterday.
This was quite often we see each other , as I’m driving down the road in the mornings and he’s going to school. Oh bless , I missed him yesterday morning and he saw me but at the moment. He was very sad.. that I missed him 🥲☹️. It touched me xxxxx
I got a message through to on the telephone to say Alfie wasn’t happy with me.. Oh gosh ,I thought I must see him today. So I went to see him after work yesterday and before I went dancing. Ahh.. it was a ”Golden moment “.
Anyway guys I’m going to go now . Let you do what your doing. Having a brew maybe? I don’t know if this little bit of writing is any good but it’s me.. That’s all I can be. I intend to look further into the blogs I mentioned earlier, they look great. I might learn something 😁😂.
From my heart to yours
Adrian.✨🌟😁
🐾edited etc.. Friday 26th November @ 2:38am ooow early or late 🤪.
⭐️All words written in my own experiences ⭐️
