Itโs a Glorious Sunday morning here in Hesketh Bank. Thereโs a slight chill in the shadows but the Sun โ๏ธย is radiating itโs beautiful warmth into the light ๐.
Today I have some jobs to do in the garden. Yesterday I completed a little shelter area to place the childrenโs bicycles ,because indeed Iโm tired of seeing them scattered around the green space I once called a garden .My lawn is patchy, bare patches where blades of grass once grew. Anything that is breakable has broke in the hands of the two terrors.
Iโve had some dispirited moments regarding my green space. Itโs no longer a floral haven. So Iโve decided to create a little space or Den for the little ones. A space for them to have as their own.
Now little Alfie, he makes it all better. Alfie is the Goodness that makes my heart sing and if it wasnโt for him and the fondest memories of Alex , life would be even tougher. ย Alfie certainly melts my heart with his sweetness and his courageous spirit. I love the way he saysย I did it !ย after his little achievements ๐๐ช๐๐ฅฐ.
Alfie at 2 yrs old.( summer 2020 ) xx
Alex ย @ 3 years old . ( A bit of Alex time in the Hesketh Bank play ground- me and him . Glorious times ). ( summer ย 2013)xx
This year has been another incredibly tough one but Iโm in a better place. Though Iโve had some spirit depleting times. Learning all the way through it all . Having someone to talk to is ESSENTIAL. This comes from my life guide Gillian. Experiencing new ways of dealing with things and some things Iโm still not sure about. I havenโt got it all together, still learning. Self acceptance is key, also accepting the light and the Darkness . Accepting I am a good soul , accepting my enoughness , my inner power , as well as the shadowy parts of me I hate. ย The time for PEACE in my soul is apparent.
So my good friends I now what I have to do , be grateful for what I have . What Iโve achieved and my blessed FRIENDS ๐๐ฅฐ .
I wouldnโt be without you.
On to you….
What incredible activities have you planned today in the glorious sunshine โ๏ธ. Make it a good one . I love you all dearly and I Thankyou for being part of my Journey.
Laser love
Adrian ๐ช๐๐ค
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๐ฅฐAll Written words are from my own experiences ๐ฅฐ