I’m not sure How your going to take this post . Or Has it done me the world of good reading Mark Manson’s book “ The subtle Art of not giving a F😄ck.? I’m near the end which is unusual for me. It’s been an on and off sort of read with interludes of The Glorious Fearne Cotton and ‘ Country Life ‘ magazine. There’s some fabulous writers in this magazine, writing about nature and environmental issues. It’s a fabulous read. With different writers and guest ones too. I’ve a pile of stories to go through . It’s a weekly magazine , so I’m a little behind in reading all the goodies the writers have to offer.
Mark’s Book is kinda different as it looks at living life on a open deeper level as it’s says in the chapter 8 ‘. Also being true to yourself. Mark talks about when he visited Russia and observed how people live over there , very unlike the western world. He goes on to say Russians are very honest with their feelings. Unlike us over here , who hide ourselves away, even in close relationships we don’t give our all just in case we get hurt. Interesting hey?! Or not ?. Are you bothered ?. It sort of opens you up in a way. I’m currently not sure if it’s not done me any good OR MAYBE I’M hiding away.?.
So I’m gonna tell you after all my beautiful journeys here on planet earth I have had the undesirable thoughts of ending my time here on this wonderful planet 🌍. This was some time ago, so don’t be getting worried .I managed to come through the other side with help from all you around me, Richie was essentially fab, I was a little wrecked but after talking it through it changed for the better. , My mental health guide in Gillian and everyone positive around me helped in the process of helping me change my dark thoughts. 🐾( Removed a passage about my exact thoughts and actions Were when I wished my life way) .🐾 .
🙏🏻🌟💪🥰😘 🐾My life has come on leaps and bounds since then in which I find my journey interesting. In wanting to give more , help more, find out more, learn more , relax more, BE ENOUGH , You get the drift, don’t you. ?🤣🐾
🌟 Living from a more Positive place of being is a different and new way of life for me. I’m glad I’m implementing it. Still though the dark side is lurking and I wonder if I have what it takes to succeed in life. Do we all have this fear in some extent?
🌟Smashing the negative and living from the light Is my goal. In this moment, LIFE , is Juicy. Getting Enough sleep is another matter.🤣😁🌟.
The thing that I’m struggling with at the moment is driving work forward. My glorious world of creating some beautiful in people’s gardens. Sadly my creative doesn’t come out to play as much as I’d like it to happen . I love creative planting , I just love plants and the JOY they can bring..
🌟Time to Re-evaluate my World of work. Being a busy fool is something I hope I’m not. But the money in the bank says otherwise .
I am who I am , this post is no disrespect to anyone in my life . Because you know you are the best💖 . I thank goodness for your inspiration ⭐️😁.
Hot love to you guys,
from my journey to yours 💫
Truck on Adrian 👍😄🌟
( written ages ago but only now posted ) x
🐾Edited time and date 26th July / time 8pm
🌟All words written in my own experiences 🌟