Hello and Welcome once again to reading about me and life. I just want to take a moment and pause and think about the the poor souls in Ukraine. Just have a thought of how it must be over there in this moment, in the dark with bombs raining down on them. .. Here in the west , we are so privileged to live in Peace. Although the whole world is at risk at the moment.. may peace shine soon. God bless Ukraine. I’m not a godly person but I believe in a higher power, I believe we all have a energy inside us but it’s how we project it within ourselves and into the world.
Tonight I’m struggling to sleep with a massive headache even though I’ve taken lots of pills and water. I’ve had thoughts rattling around my head . I have written them down in my new “Mind Journal”. It kinda feels good. I’m currently listening to the Podcast “ Feel Better , Live More” . Just thought I’d give it a go.
Today has been a big day, half of me feels hurt and disappointed. The other half feels happy that We’ve managed to celebrate my sister’s 60th birthday out of her home she lives in.
Last night I missed my beloved Line dancing ,which I feel sad I missed my friends. Having good conversations, smiles and good old human spiritual connection. I thought it was important I attended a webinar by James Boardman “ the Man Coach “ . It was interesting for a full hour and a half listening to James Talk about changing our lives for mens greater good. Yes it’s his business but he talks with a passion and he has helped lots of men move forward into a better way of thinking. I wonder if this what I need? . I’m not doing too bad but there is elements of me that’s not strong enough. Speaking my truth and standing tall and stop falling backwards, like I have today with having a couple of beers. I’m being hard I guess on me.. I do feel disappointed with myself for succumbing to a self I’m try to move away from. It has been an emotionally charged day I guess. There’s other things I need to change and that’s to stand up for myself with my group of people, friends and family. Some things eat away at me because I’m afraid to speak up.
The question is , have the power within to change by myself or do I seek other peoples guidance? ..
I’m now listening to peaceful music on YouTube “ “Music of Angels and Archangels “ . Oh my it’s soothing.
I might sit here in darkness and listen to it. Hopefully this headache will disappear.
So today I’ve not had the news I had hoped for from the family courts in the Isle of Man 🇮🇲. There’s going to be another court date sometime in June in which we have to attend. At first I thought .’ hells bells , here we go again! .’ But after positive talks to our solicitor Claire we felt a greater sense of peace about it all. It’s a chance to speak our truth in person and give my light and passion to the court room about our Grandson who has done nothing wrong but given us his love. ❤️. I’m not going into the nitty gritty about it but I had a feeling going off past experiences in this nearly 9 year battle to see our grandson, that something would go wrong. Nothing is plain sailing when it comes to this position we are in , even though we had a court order. There are not fit to wipe your backside with. Nevertheless we are here again. Not giving up on our grandson, especially after we were given hope that he wanted to see us, Susan and I.
Today we celebrated my sisters 60th birthday and it was truly grand to get her out of her home, even if it was only for a few hours. It was great to see her have a smile on her face. We showered her with presents 🎁. We had my Auntie Norah with us , my brother and his partner Roz, me and Susan. Just enough really. Though it was a shame my dad couldn’t be present.
Enough about me and my life , how about you guys? . What have you been up too? . Are you finding life to be good and satisfying? Or rather on the uneventful side? . You could be living a life of anyone of these things, with conviction, aspirations, incredible possibilities , hope, faith, niceties, confidence, calmness, love, a feeling of being enough, healing oneself, giving a lending hand, giving time to someone, listening to someone, giving your light to the world nearest and far away, educating and learning for the greater good. …. I’m sure you can fill in a few more I’ve missed. Please send me a message and enlighten me of the ones I’ve missed.I love the word ABUNDANCE! . And another few words that my good spirited friend Susan Jeffers phd, use to write to me . Was YOUR WELCOME!. I wrote and told her about her lovely words and how they touched me. Anyway friends I’m honoured you are here, I’ve really no idea who is on the other end of my words but I hope they have some meaning to you. I’m currently still not sure where I’m going with this blog. Whether I’ll open it up once again to the world, as more people might benefit from my words but then again they might see them as a pile of tripe and in which case I’ll continue to write to myself and whoever who thinks I’m ok.
In the meantime put your best foot forward and keep living in your vibrations, in your giving Beautiful self.
Take care ,
your friend Positively Adrian xxx
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All words written in my OWN EXPERIENCES 👊
