What an unusual day. Starting off very wintery , grey skies and flurries of snow flakes. Snow flakes from heaven though. If you can imagine the image of white feathers slowly wafting out the sky above . Just like a scene from an old black and white film. Perhaps something like ‘ Cary Grant ‘ would star in, like ‘The Bishops Wife’ . What a film that is. This is story but Angel ( Cary Grant) who comes to earth to help a vicar ( David Niven ) in his hour of need. The Angel becomes emotionally attached to the Vicars wife. It’s a magical film , a good one to watch at Christmas or anytime. 🥰.
Another film I quite like along this theme , (Angel or supernatural I’m not sure )is “ Phenomenon “ , with John Travolta and Kyra Sedgwick. It’s a shame about the ending but it’s an amazing story of a person with a super intelligent brain and brightness , with his incredible likes and loves , and a woman too. As a kid in my growing up days, living at my Aunts. I use to think or say to my uncle Laurie , why do women spoil films?. 🤣Believe me this is not what I think now. Oh no sur ree ! 😁. Oh I have my actress likies 😁.
Yes well I’m gonna change subject now! Haha.
It’s Sunday afternoon now , Sunday roast dinner time, not that our Grandchildren like one of Grandma’s meals of the week. They like their own kind of stuff like chips and chicken nuggets or Hotdogs. These children are strange as they won’t try anything new. The only thing I can remember opening my mouth up to let fall out as a kid was parsnips. It looked like a potato so I remember but tasted 🤢 disgusting. Ohh.. I loved them roasted now. Especially with honey on, but that’s only for a treat.
So Guys and Dolls what are you up to? . I’ve had a chilled two days with my Grandsons. Today has been extra fun with the bountiful little Alfie. I played as a robot. Alfie would get on my back as he command me to do what he says. It would normally be ‘ get Sam robot! ‘ , or ‘ get Nathan robot! ‘ . It’s always fun. 😁.
Also for me I’ve been thinking or I’ve been studying the reviews anyway whether to buy the journal book that’s being advertised on social media at present.
I’m wondering how much writing I can do .. and being honest I wonder if it’s going to open up more emotional stuff , yikes ! .Do I want that? . I must say though my chat with Gillian ( counsellor) on Friday had elements of discussing writing things down , this might help? . So how different will it be to writing to you guys? . Something that puts me off is , as a child I did write some stuff down and my Mum found it.. It didn’t go down well ..Is this something to do ? or to press on with my Positive self ? It’s a quandary. Pushing is what I have to do.. perhaps less thinking, more doing. It’s certainly a balance in life. I’m kinda of feeling kinda good at the moment with compliments continue to come in about me.. I feel I had great experience at Adams personal one 2 one training on Friday afternoon. I would go on to say I’m really pleased Adam being part of my challenge on living positively. Although I’m vastly impressed with Pilates too. Where this leaves boot camp I’m not completely sure but I do love Tom’s class on Thursdays. Though I wonder whether his class is to tough for my sore arm at the moment. I might give it a bash this week.
I do want to say sorry for my last post for feeling frustrated at the process and progress with our court case in the Isle of Man 🇮🇲. My thoughts on this now, yes I’ve felt frustrated but i have to move forward with the flow. Put the things I can’t do anything about to one side. ( I’ve now since trashed the last post , coz it hurts)
Smile and shine from my inner me. Yes that inner me. This is the place I’m going to try and harness the power of me 💥🥰🌟. I’m coming together quite nicely even if I do say so myself. Indeed things are on the up quietly but I wish to spring around like a spring lamb . What target. 😁
Hopefully one day after the court case is over , I can open my arms of love and reach more people who are interested in positive living. Meaning these pages will no longer be under lock and key, or password protected.
At this present time the people who we are in court against have whilst I had the blog opened ridiculed me . This was a personal attack or so it felt like on my well-being. Making me sound unstable to the courts. Saying I was over emotional with the love of my Grandson and made it sound as though I was a nut job because I speak of my mental health. I’d sooner have them not read anything I write about, but I guess once the case is over things might change . Whether Grandma and myself lose in our interest to have contact with of Grandson or we are accepted as being part of his growing days. In my eyes if someone ( a parent) is dead against us having any contact with their child , there will always be a battle. No Matter if there is a court order in place , like there was until it was broken. It’s not worth the paper it was written on., going off my experience.
Unless we talk it out one to one and get to the bottom of their fears of us having a connection with our Grandson , I can’t see any progress being made.
Arh well It’s time to move on .. away the heaviness and more on the heaven on earth. The place or feeling we all wish to harness in our lives..
If you are feeling exhilarating beautiful at the moment, please don’t hesitate to contact me.. Until then I’m sending you my “Hot Love “
Take care
Positively me . Xx
Edited etc 🐾
💥All written words in my own experiences 💥
