I’m Moving Well and truly through my 61st year , three quarters the way through it and I feel pretty proud of my accomplishments to date. I will tell you it hasn’t been easy or I haven’t made it easy for myself, sometimes I put massive emotional emphasis on my daily living routine. This is of course looking at life in a different way , like having to readjust my thinking patterns into the realms of I AM ALREADY, I AM ALREADY A LOVING PERSON, I AM HERE NOW AND ABLE TO DO ANYTHING I TURN MY MIND TO. I AM ALREADY DOING IT. .
No longer living in old thinking patterns of searching for something out there. I have the love, the magic, I have the belief to carry me through the challenges set before me. Yes I am not as big and open minded as one or two of my friends, but I am certainly on my way to loving myself and BELIEVING in myself. It seems very strange that I’m now in my 61st year and I am still learning and finding myself. The key words for myself are , my love, my belief. And loving that🥰♥️👌🌟.
I feel like my journey through life’s challenges and loveliness’s has definitely zigzagged me and I have stalled along the way at times. Life isn’t a straight line existence. All in all my progress of my inner world has grown , stuttered and truly transformed into something quite new and astonishing . I truly hope you guys are living your life the way you want to. With a strong and loving, peaceful mind.
This 61st year is truly a land mark year of Vulnerability, emotional ups and downs , times when I’ve had to stop and rethink what is going on. Other years have been years of growth too . I just feel a little more intensified and determined to move in my harmony , inner strength and peace. Sometimes my heart , my vulnerabilities have had me in such a tiz , that only a walk in nature could make a difference in soothing me. Arh that lovely rebalancing into nature and all the tapestry of my life , all and everything that has gone before me has helped me become the person I am now.
Do you have any favourite places to go to in nature to harness that loving feeling ? .
Even then I had a moment earlier this year when nature wasn’t doing it, being with my grandkids didn’t do it neither. And I love my great times with my grandkids normally. I realised I had to seek out some help . Help to deal with my emotional wellbeing. The wellbeing part of me that I believe is my inner faith in myself.
This has been my life’s goal all these years I reckon without knowing it . I have had other mind boggling things to be getting on with.. .
For everyone things can really boil down to our inner faith, in our ability to unconditionally love ourselves worts and all, totally accepting ourselves for who we are and loving who we are for this and our incredible ability to keep learning, moving on up into a different healthier place of being. What do you say.? The worts and all stuff takes some incredible amount of delving into your self and you will have to answer difficult questions. This is where a qualified therapist comes in . Most undoubtedly some of the best money you will have spent on yourself. Don’t hide away, LIVE your life with your new found love or love that has always been there, it’s never gone away , Cherish all of you .
From the little boy or girl inside you to the human being you are today. Stay focused on you. All of you. It doesn’t matter where we are in life, there’s an uncountable amount of ways of living our lives, just remember our lives are short her on earth, our amazing planet we have the pleasure and power to care for. 💚💪🥰🌟.
Over the years I’ve maybe been asking the wrong questions of myself , maybe we all do this , of ‘ why is this happening to me?’. A little affirmation that has brought me peace is
“ it’s all happening perfectly “.
This was picked up from my late great friend from the USA , Susan Jeffers. These words calm everything down for me. I think since turning sixty about eighteen months ago , my life has intensified emotionally , with vulnerabilities creeping in which is quite uncomfortable, but BELIEVING in myself is the only antidote for working towards a peaceful inner life. My best friends have been there in support that’s almost magical.
I absolutely hold my friends up high with their own quiet confidence and own sweet desires of their own. We are all on our different paths, we all have different strengths and vulnerabilities. Emotions perhaps sometimes scary and sometimes so light heartening. ♥️.
We can sometimes try and hide from ourselves from ourselves and others but connection is key. The biggest connection being with ourselves. On this note I am going to leave you to have a think about what’s happening in your life and what you can do to lift yourself up, if you happen to need to be lifted into living a life of courage, love and peace in your own skin.
From my heart to yours Adrian. 🌟💚😁.
Ps.. who watches “ Married at first sight uk “? .
Who’s your favourite couple?
I like Rebecca and Bailey at the moment.
All the uk couples are interesting.
I really like the programme, great insight into how other human beings or couples tick.
