Saying YES to life !.

Greetings on this Great Saturday morning !.

I thought I’d send you some of my good stuff. You know the kinda stuff I mean don’t you?!. 😃. Yes the Positive goodness that’s in me and YOU!. Yes we all have it , if your not feeling it right now , well just take hold of yourself and shake yourself down! .That’s it,  give your body a good ol wobble. Throw your arms in the air and say YES , LIFE IS GREAT ! , it’s going to be a great day!!.

Mentally wrap your arms around yourself and give yourself a massive smile and hug !. Ooow how does it feel? . Giving yourself some gorgeous moments like this is essential. More often than not , well definitely in my case I forget to give myself good wholesome goodness.  Also this weekend I’m going to give myself a break from overthinking, because it’s definitely going on in Adrian’s world! . Time to stop and move on .. now that is a good call. So the one thing that’s bugging me is a decision that if I finally make it, it’s going cost MORE money. Possibly more grief off some of my friends to , my wife included. Oh heck!!

So I really don’t know whether to just spend it and be done with it or try and find a cheaper solution.
Arhk ! That’s me , don’t you know ? 😂.  haha! . So moving on I hope you guys are firmly in the driving seat for buying all your presents and getting ready for Christmas. I’m kinda not there yet. Although I’ve a couple of ideas on presents .. So I hope you like what I bought, if your ever so lucky to receive something from me. 😜.

I’m certainly in a slow gear when it comes to the Christmas vibe this year. How about you? . I think I need to get a grip. I’ve quite a lot organisational work to do in a limited time because of the rain. I’m starting on my paperwork tomorrow morning. This is before I get ready to go out for our Blue Skies Christmas Bash. So I’m hoping for a good nights sleep. , as It was an early start for me again and I feel it’s almost like a little habit now. I certainly don’t want that ! What , getting up at 4am every morning!, hell no! .

Erm there’s news from Isle of Man from our legal team. So our first court date was adjourned until a later date because the Court Welfare Officer hadn’t completed her task of collecting all the relevant information about the whole case.
So that’s talking’s to the whole half of Our Grandson’s Other family and the  social workers involved in chaperoning  us as we spent beautiful time with Alex on our visits to IOM.  We await our chat with the assigned court welfare officer. I know exactly how I feel about this situation. There’s going to be new ten minute directions court hearing date is 26th January. What they can do in ten minutes , I’m not sure 🤔 .
Maybe it’ll be good news or GOOD NEWS!. By this I mean it could be a blessed route forward in a guided of experiences with our little one. This is no easy task with the uphill struggle of having Our Grandsons whole family he lives with against us. Or the other good news could be we are all set free of all the family turmoil that comes with a fallout. The feelings on my behalf are ;

• anxiety
• exhilaration 
• upset / hurtful 
• disbelief 
• Disgust 
• loving throughout 
• playful 

I could only guess what my Grandson might have gone through over the years . His little mind all confused about these people that come about chat and have fun with him from time to time. To us it feels like it’s been a battle of emotions to have Our Grandson in our life. One might think , well it’s only a child but we had an enormous bond with him . He lived with us as a baby and leading up to three years old. He was an absolutely incredible child. Very much like our BRIGHT STAR ALFIE 😇🌟. 

Our time with our little fella was nothing short of a wondrous time , especially on the beach jumping waves ( of love) ( I had to put that it , for you who line dance! 😂) .

Grandma and myself naturally gave our all and it seemed so on his behalf too. Kids just love playing and my playful side came out in his presence. I must say my Blast Boot Camp days helped me become fitter in order to get on down with him! .  Oh my I remember rolling around with him in the play ground on Douglas sea front , one further inland and one absolutely incredible place at the wildlife park in the North of the island. Absolutely beautiful times. I will cherish them for my lifetime.  Whatever happens in January, I’ll know my truth and my love for him. Amen .
Maybe my book will start soon, and I might just call it 

”A Grandads Journey”. Who knows? But my story starts well before I became a step Grandad. 🥰. 😀. I reckon I’ll need professional help on this with guidance on the law on what I can say and what I can’t.. All I can do is write from all of me. 

I’ve had the soundest advice from one of my friends from the Geordie Nation ( Oow heck , don’t call him a Geordie ! , he hates it! . As he often says he’s  not one. )  🤣 My good buddy is from Barnard Castle, County Durham. His advice is to walk from this chapter in my life. As our Grandson apparently doesn’t want to see us now.

Well my wholesome family of friends I’m going to leave you but I’m not saying goodbye! .

Have a great sleep, I hope I will.zzzzz😜

SHINE SHINE SHINE like only you can!
Hot love 

Adrian xxx

 

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💥ALL WORDS WRITTEN IN MY OWN EXPERIENCES 💥