So much in my mind ,
so much to unravel. My head is exploding with all my natural goodness I possess. Reading Fearne’s book “Quiet “ triggers emotions of hmmm.. well I ought not say but a little a kin to comparison . We are miles apart but thankfully I feel we on the right road of uncovering the treasury of life. Fearne chats about her teenage years of becoming a broadcaster and moving through her theatrical experiences have me thinking. To a point that is when I was fifteen I didn’t have that much spunk inside me. I wasn’t a failure but I hadn’t even started my quest in life. Just sort of bobbing along.
Here and now ..
These are cute moments lying here on my bed with little Alfie snuggled up by me with my right arm wrapped around him. So I’m being ‘ one fingered Ade on my left hand’🤣. It’s an experience using this hand only but nevertheless priceless moments with Alfie 💖.
( my munchkin Alfie)
Back to my thoughts . I had some magical thoughts yesterday whilst having a gorgeous walk in the Mawdesley Countryside. We embarked on a short walk to take in some of the breathtaking scenes in and hopefully see some wildlife. Buzzards flying overhead, blackbirds singing on the top of telegraph poles and the odd wren singing in the mixed hedgerows of hawthorn, holly , oak, blackberry entwined and entrusted with thousands of flowers.
When I asked Stewart whether he liked blackberries, he said no. He continued to say he doesn’t like them but Wimberries he does! . I can’t say I’ve heard of a wimberry!! . I guess he must have Memories of when he lived in Wales . Apparently they are a blueish berry that grow in the wilds😄🌟.
Let’s be having it then Adrian. My thoughts, my memories of some glorious times as a child. I couldn’t believe it , I was remembering happy thoughts . These memories feel like they’ve been locked out of my memory bank for many a year. Isn’t it weird how our minds can block things out? , especially things I thought didn’t need airing .
So I was walking along ‘ Moody Lane ‘, with Stewpot. My mind was awash with a peace and country sounds. Oh nothing like it. 💚🌟. Experiences like this are priceless. Not at all Moody 🤣😄.
I had these little memories of my childhood searching for sticklebacks in the nearby brook and slow moving ditches. I remember Jumping ditches and looking in the undergrowth for grasshoppers . Looking into the shallow waters for anything that moved, like little fish. I wasn’t always that lucky. Falling in the water once or twice under the bridges that led from field to field. Sunshine days of Swallows having fun , dipping, scooping close to the tips of the wheat crops as they gently swayed in the breezes. Swifts flying like bullets in the blue skies squealing with joy .
( Photo , here , me and my sister whilst in our garden in Segars Lane , Ainsdale- once in the borough of Halsall before the boundaries changed)
The summer holidays, walking down the lanes were only usually trackers would roam . Great times I suppose. So what does it take to unlock these moments of joy? . Is it reading books like Fearne’s , the many self affirming sessions with my counsellor or being at peace in the wilds of nature . Yes indeed I think everything has its impact on the process.. Hopefully as each page of my life turns over to a new one , I become more open to the possibilities of the universe. This is a big step in faith , a faith that I’m doing ok .
Anyway it’s not all about me !. How about you guys. Do you Have any interesting memories of your childhoods . Anything you want to share?. Is there anything in your life that is triggering thoughts of your childhood ?.
It’s certainly good to talk to someone and that someone needn’t be a long way off. Sometimes I have great chats with Phill at work, sometimes he has good answers and quite refreshing to hear. Sometimes your really not that far off course. Or you are on course , you just need that extra morsel or push for faith.
Life is all good in my hood anyway, for the moment in time anyway. 🌟😄. I do have an inkling of stress rolling over me ready for the new week. Just need to flip it into a POSITIVE 🌟👍.
Gee I can’t wait to till 5th July . Hair cut time!!! Yes it’s a Sunday.
Although I’ve always liked having longish hair , it just sometimes just can’t stop fiddling with it and twirling it around my fingers 🤣.
🌟It’s a grey evening, well it’s been like this most of the day. My heart is quite courageously colourful I’m pleased to say. It’s been a long time coming, I’m not shouting from the roof tops as I’m still learning how to recover from the dips in life. Gladly they are becoming shorter lived. Being more content with 🥰 me is definitely a sure thing.
To anyone and everyone who feeling upset with themselves, please don’t be harsh on yourself. Please believe in yourself. It all starts with you, me and every single moment or wish you put out into the world. If you breath in goodness and feel it , as what you put out in the world always comes back to you. Make sure it’s all the good stuff, the positive stuff, the proud stuff 🥰🌟.
🌟 The moment is now to say have a good evening,
Have many sweet dreams 🌟💫
Loving you on this journey of ours ,
your Sunshine friend 🌞
All words written in our experiences 💪