Hello ! ,
✨It’s 6am on this brand new Sunday morning. A day I’m waiting for the sunrise as the forecast is glorious Clear Blue Skies. I expect it’ll be chilly or in a way I’m hoping for. I love them sort of days..
✨Can anyone say why the heck I’m up at 6am on this Sunday morning? . It’s it a lay in day isn’t it ? 😂.
Oh my dear friends, I have a million and one things going through my brain. Some are really gut feelings, coming from an forever grandparents relationship in my Grandson and feelings of seven years from asking for him to be part of our lives. This my friends is another story , which right now I’m not going to air on here for legal reasons.. . (All words written in my own experiences .)
✨This leads me to little Alfie who has been staying my his Dad for the last few days. This little boys is my Saviour. Without him in my life , I would of cracked along time ago. Well , my life would surely be a little duller to say the least without him nearby .
Having a few emotional moments here at home..
🌟With an extra virtual meeting with my life guide, this last week gone. This was a massive help to unload and see a little clarity again. 🥰. Coming out of this session came the realisation that I’ve been comparing myself to others who are in my eyes doing ever so well, which is extremely unhelpful to me. Being content with my lot is essential 🥰.
The other big issue I have to believe in focusing on what I have in my life , like , all that is GOOD in my life, all that gives me an immense sense of worth. What isn’t helpful is thinking about what I haven’t got !
✨Although I had eased off with my sessions it’s clear that there’s some unfinished emotions from my childhood. Moving forward in my sessions we will be touching on inner child work and mirror work. Courageous stuff if you ask me. I have touched slightly on this before in my sessions and they were the most “life swelling “moment I’ve had in a long time. Self talk into a mirror, have you tried it ? Oh my word it’s difficult but exhilarating too. I feel the inner child work is required after moments here in my living quarters triggering stuff from my childhood.. let the work begin, in two weeks time of course 🤣. I think if you have any unsolved issues from your childhood, no matter how old you are and how you might think ‘ that’s silly! ‘ Believe me solving mysteries from your past will only free you up to live a more courageous fruitful life..
✨Now onto the biggest of them all my Sisters health & welfare.
Arhumm .. I’ve just had to have a few moments to myself, having watery eyes and just wondering how the heck I’m going to go about writing to you about this.. I’ve tried a couple of cups of tea and neither tasted right ! . Do you ever get that taste and feeling about a brew?. I’m going to try a coffee in a moment but then again , I think sometimes I forget there’s a brew waiting for me when I’m writing and they go cold 🥶 😂. So there’s the clue in the rubbish brew. 🤷🏼♂️.
✨ Yes my sister , yes prolonging this moment as it’s another huge story. I’ll make it as short as I can.. my Sister Louise was admitted to Hospital on Thursday evening after the paramedics being called to the care she lives in.. My late Mum left me the huge honour of looking after and my sisters welfare . Without going into the nitty gritty. Louise had a fall a couple weeks ago in the home. She was admitted to hospital then to get checked out and was given strong pain medication. Since then things are a bit hazy with what’s gone on but the hospital seen very concerned and have issued safeguarding procedures. I’ve had take lead here on looking for a better future for Louise and hopefully we as a family will have good news this week on that one , fingers crossed 🙏🏻👍😁❤️.
✨How are you feeling after all this ? . Hope you are okay !? . I’m fine . I must “Get it on “ and phone the hospital today and find out how Louise is.. I await a phone call from a newly assigned Social worker in the coming days. I really do hope she’s good. I’m saying ‘She ‘, because I know her name is Anna! after making making enquiries with the the right team of people within Sefton Council. Louise’s last social worker in Mathew , I must say the experience was fabulous. I guess I’m always a bit nervous on this one after experiencing a very awkward one in the past.. 🤷🏼♂️😂.
My coffee is made and I’m going to make the effort to drink this one whilst I tell you my last story of this blog.. It’s about my business. At last something that’s not emotionally charged!😂. Hey it brings a little scary and adventurous mix to it. Well if you don’t know what I’m like yet , you soon will ! 😂.
I’ve been pondering changing one of my vans as I think it’s good to change and renew once in awhile, now especially the one I’m thinking of selling is getting past its best. It would normally be a no no this time a year even looking at anything. I have a good option of getting a loan from the bank in which I’m going to enquire tomorrow. Being honest I have been putting it off , as the thought of a loan “ (You scare me to death “” ( Marc Bolan song😂) .
✨I’ve made an enquiry about a van locally that suits, it’s a little expensive but there’s vat on it.. Hmm .. am I biting more off that I can chew? 😁🌟.
The uncertainty is rattling through my being with all that’s going on but sometimes I work better under pressure but then ….😂🤷🏼♂️.
So a little Self Positive self talk is required as it’s slipped lately.
Yes in deed More inner Positivity within me is required 👍🌟🥰.
Onto You guys I truly wish you have a fabulous day of stepping into the unknown. All the new moments and possibilities of inner love and faith in yiur every step 🥰💪.
✨I’m becoming to think that situations and things happen for a reason..And have thought for a long time , As one door closes another one OPENS 💥❤️.
🌟Having Faith and holding it securely within me and you , this is my dream..
”Be your own best friend “ Is a great title of a book I hold in my inner sanctum of personal growth books. I started my personal growth journey back in the early 90s and the journey has had its moments of sheer exhilarating joyful moments and scary ones too.
If you have an opportunity to select this book it is written by Louis Proto . 👍.
I think it’s time to go . Leave you but not for too long ..
I’ll be Back !!
Positively Me 🌟✨💫.
time : 9:45 am
✊All words written in own experiences ✊😂👍