Yes in deed , I’m changing plans all the time, but I have a strong core in me for a love not lost. A love for a little boy who stole my heart as a little boy and gave me such joy. Perhaps a joy that was never there as a child for me but you know when someone makes you zing , especially coming from a child within or the little stars in our lives.
Mind you in my mature years I have loves everywhere, relationships zinging and popping all around me. What a beautiful feeling. Some people just keep on inspiring me to live more , love more, to give more , write more and this is simply fine and soul soothing.
Hey getting back to my lost little boy , hmmm.. am i talking about the little Ricky inside me ( a childhood nickname some people use to call me, like the local shop keeper Mr Warden and of course my sister, as she couldn’t say Adrian from an early age and of course my middle name is Richard after all. ) I think it’s good that I acknowledge my little Ricky inside me, it allows me to feel just at harmony with myself.
🐾 So ten years , the shirt lives on , the vibrations and brilliant memories of long lost play times live within me , bright and strong . I salute my Grandson and honour his presence in my life , even though his absent in the physical form is no longer with me , apart from letters we can send with agreement from the court. These moments and memories are exquisite . Thirteen this year. The shirt will be aired across my travels with his name & 13 on it. So to my bright young man I still celebrate your life and I hope one day we’ll meet and explore some great times again.
🌟I also salute other Grandchildren and Grandparents living in the same situation of estrangement. These can incredibly insane, passionate, tearful explosive times and I wouldn’t wish to go through it again. Not for all the Tea in China ! 😂👌😁. 🐾
Until write again, be bright , be inquisitive about your surroundings and nature, be loving to yourself and others
From my heart to yours 😁👌🌟🤗💚.
Grandad Adrian , aka Positively Adrian.
edited etc 🐾 2:15am 10th July.
