Oow. my favourite part of the week is here Yeah! A Tuesday 😄🌟. For me a Tuesday means Country Line dancing Day. It’ll be Bonfire night tonight too but although as a child ( a small one😄) I quite liked them . I remember evenings at my Nana’s House in Leamington Road , Ainsdsle. We would have sparklers and yes Nana would make Parkin and some sort of rock hard treacle toffee . I remember it being , yes ! Rock hard , use to have to break it with something heavy like a hammer 😄. It was dark in colour and very strong tasting 😋.
I don’t remember us having fireworks but a quaint memory of my nana . I use to like my time at nana’s house , to listen to her stories of old, and talking about my Mum. Yes my Mum had her problems or difficulties with life and I spent many a moment thinking and wondering why and how come things had turn out for her this way.
All my life as I remember her until she sadly passed away in 2005 , my mum had a problem with alcohol. All my growing up years where spent mostly at my late Aunties home. I’d spend months living there and in fact they made a room for me in the loft. My uncle didn’t draft in any professional help , he did it mostly himself apart from the stair case .
I had a fairly eventful time at my Aunts though I was very quiet in self and spirit. I use to get up to some naughty things , which I’m probably ashamed of but I think it’s part of growing up and searching for love I think?!!. My uncle use to fix cars for people in his spare time because he was an otherwise full time Greengrocer. My Uncle Laurie use to take on car body repairs too , which I loved to help him , it was hard work as I remember the rubbing down the paint work and car body fillers 😂.
This is actually stirring up some sort of emotional feeling inside mentioning these years. Difficult years for me and difficult to even mention but I have glanced over it in counselling. Mmmm.. I might leave it there..
So moving on, 😊 phew ! Am I out of the danger zone yet.. 😄.
On to more Brighter stuff , yeah !..
Back to my best night in the week, although I can’t wait for the next Tuesday to arrive which doesn’t take very long at all. It’s really amazing how quick time fly’s. How much one can pack into a week. Procrastination is my biggest evil in life , gee whiz , this needs working on . I suppose all in good time , I refuse to beat myself up as I’ve done possibly my whole life. But we are not going there either!😂😄. Forward thinking Adrian. Living in the very moment 🌟👌. This the only place to be.
It’s a most amazing Autumn day , the sun breaking through the clouds and it’s warmth on the backs of my hands as I’m tapping the keypad to write these words A beautiful sensation.
I’m planning on getting all my paperwork sorted out of the this week but so far keep getting interrupted. We’ve been to two meetings to do with Nathan and his well-being. Being tested and diagnosed as having ADHD And further tests for Autism.
I’ve many things to sort out and I’m adding to the list can you believe it 😜😂. I’m looking joining another fitness club in PRESTON, The Transformation Hub but I’m a little hesitant because of my hamstring tendon problem. I’m staying open and positive 🌟🌟🌟.
Hope you guys are having a smooth day 👌🤗.
My day has continued with alterations to my day with a short journey to Formby with my buddy Stewart. Yes we got called out to look at pond we did in the summer. So that’s it – Tomorrow I’m living in a cave with my phone off so no one can reach me.. I’m not going to be swayed into doing something I ought not to be doing.
My paperwork awaits , my phone calls awaits. Procrastinating stops 🔴 here tomorrow . Yes you heard it right !😂. Geez whiz , I’ll believe it when I’ve done it ! 😃😇😍.
Guys hope you’re next few hours of the day are good , hope any bonfires you go to are brilliant.
Stay safe 🙏🏻🤗🥰
Staying Positive ❤️🌟
From my Heart to yours
Adrian Supersonic x
Tuesday 5th November 2019
Ps, The photo above represents good times.😍🥰🤗