Hello my friends !
Yes you who are reading these few words. You are my inspiration. You give me your hopes , your desires in our world of light🌟.
🌟There has been attempts to write this post, thinking maybe it’ll be a meaningful conversation of thoughts of my recent experiences and relationships with those around me. I think truly it’s more than I’ve ever thought before. I’m coming from a more loving and spiritual place on my journey through life. Talking to you over these times have always been an inspiration to me.
There has been many inspirational and most exquisite moments throughout my lifetime. Thinking I was very nearly a father and to be told I wasn’t two years down the line . This was one of the greatest hurts of my lifetime. I was only thinking this morning as I was listening to a conversation between friends. My good friends Talking , asking one another if they would of ever of had any other children then they have already. They said no. I was thinking if only to be a father , now that would’ve been bliss. Just one of those things that passed my by I guess.
🌟But hey I’ve the most beautiful Grandsons in my life. They are my little Stars . They light me up , they melt my heart at times. The ADHD meltdown moments don’t thrill me though.
There has been many standout moments in my life, many highlights and some low times. Times I’m not proud of but I guess I had witness these feelings to actually to get to know me. I’m pleased I’ve come out the other side. To me our friends are key in their part in trying to bring balance to our lives. It’s up to Us!. You and I to make the change. Find them gems, them exquisite moments, whether chilled or otherwise.
🌟We have to keep on pushing and asking questions of ourselves. This is one of my strengths I guess.
😊I’m so lucky to have met my inspirational Wonder Woman of self help and who was a great pen pal ( yes before the age of techno gadgets), Susan Jeffers phd.
I know I seem to keep dropping her beautiful name in there but as I needed her help in the early 90’s . 🐾We became friends from then on. I remember attending a seminar in London, which was a “ feel the fear “ moment. I met Susan on her break and whilst she was signing books. Absolutely terrific 🌟💛. After the break, Susan asked where I was in the crowd . As I gleefully reached for the stars with an out stretched arm… oh I felt so honoured to have this experience. The little attention from everyone around me in the crowd was a little more interesting too. Attention I wasn’t use too. 🐾
Another saviour in my life is a friend called Richie. Richie is Another person who’s Reputation Goes before him. With his giant strides of positive light. A man that actually wants nothing from me. Just friendship. Do you know how that feels?, well it’s bliss. Absolutely no pressure at all. With his northern , Darlington accent and his canny sayings 😂. He has a way of listening and lightening the way forward and practically too.
Our time here on Earth is a short one , so we have to make it count.
Susan my Dear wife is another person who has been an inspirational pillar in my life . Holding things together in her loving way. looking after absolutely every one who is close to her. She is the true meaning of a incredible Person.
Not taking anything away from all the life changing people in my life , the list isn’t long but I’m absolutely happy with some of the sparkly people around to ever have touched my life. 🤜🌟🤛.
We are so lucky to be here , living our lives when so many have lost that privilege.
Another wish I had to write about is my line dance days and how all this began. I wonder if this is for a whole new blog to you?. I do remember my very first steps and they were bloody awful. Awful with an capital A !, Because I was! For many weeks and months of these simple beginner steps just didn’t sink in. There were fellow more experienced dancers in the room who persevered helping me through. The wonder of fellow line dancers !. You are never alone , even if you walk through the entrance doors on your Tod wearing your own slightly apprehensive smile. There’s a whole lot of friendships and goodies waiting for you 🌟👍🌟. Once you say hello to the person next to you, your new world begins.
On this note we have entered Magical Tuesday. A day of line dance memories they are now , but before Covid started raising its ugly head . Tuesdays were absolutely fabulous. Treading our cowboy boots over the dance planks.
This is where I’m going to leave you. As another journey to Wilmslow is on the cards, even though I was awake to 3:30am coughing and generally not being able to sleep.
Have a shiny day my friends!.😁
From my heart to yours
Positively Me x
🌟All words written in my own experiences 🌟
🐾 1st July 2021 time 10pm