Hiya !
How’s life in your lane? . Quite often a good friend of mine’s asks me the very same thing. Well nearly the same. His version is “ how’s life in the fast lane? “ . Currently my lane isn’t fast. It feels fragmented. Feeling kinda broken for reasons that I find swirling around my mind. Gosh I was also saying to a friend before Christmas that was doing very fine, and I hadn’t felt under par for a long long time. In fact I’ve felt fine and Dandy for months now. To work through this entangled weave of thoughts may take some time. Yep I just feel kinda down. I guess I’m gonna to work through the tasks one by one. I have a physical issue at the moment too. Hopefully the rest over the holiday period will do me good.
It was surely good to get out into the wilds of Southport sea front this afternoon. To have the pleasure of nature and my grandson in toe. Oh it was a breeze , and a breeze of freezing fresh air in our faces . It was fantastic, just for them moments with Nathan with his million words a minute.. Gosh he’s got an varied imagination. 😂😜. Rabbiting on about all sorts of imaginary things going on in his head. Today I kinda had my own stuff to ponder so much of what he was rabbiting on about went over my head. Arhhhh … sorry for this post .. I just feel off my magical path at the moment..
I feel a good way to feel better, is too do more for others. To break this downward cycle is most important. To re tap into my magical self again.Honour who we are and I am once again. Praise ourselves for how far I have come , re tap into our “higher self “, as Susan Jeffers would say.
I’ve started to re read her book “ End the struggle and dance with life” . Oh it’s magical. Though I’ve said before I need a newer copy , as my original is wearing thin. I’d hate for it to fall to bits , especially as Susan has signed it all them many moons back in London. A curious thing I’ve been thinking. Has anyone one out there ever downloaded an audiobook? . I’ve just sampled one through the Amazon setup, of course it was one of Susan’s books. Oh my it’s amazing to hear her voice again. I’m just wondering about the membership side of things on audiobooks? . Oh well if anyone has any intell on it please tell me at your convenience. 👍🌟.
Writing is my way through what’s made me stumble over the last few days. To reconnect with who I truly am and proceed with making things happen for my greater good. If helping others shine , then well , it’ll be even greater.
This is my road , corny or not . This is me . I guess if some of my male friends knew about my inner world they would laugh their heads off and say “ I knew there was something strange about you. I’m definitely unusual, in that I’m a sensitive man. In which I’ve grown to love more about myself. There was a time when I lived in the land of negativity and everything was a mess so I thought . I as a person who had idea of I was supposed to live , I wasn’t as kind to myself. I’m still learning how to live ! But I’m really enjoying the journey now .
🐾I think as I’ve matured, well I wouldn’t say it’s become easier, far from it. I think as we gain more understanding about ourselves and of others we choose to stay close too. I think we can only move splendidly on in life if we drop the baggage we carry around with us daily and start loving ourselves. Sometimes it isn’t that easy. Sometimes we need that nudge of little down times to help us see the light. 🐾
Times have vastly improved thank goodness .
Keep on moving, keep on stretching ourselves ⭐️.
Positively me . XxxEdited 🐾 1st January 22
All words written in my own experiences.
