🌟Wow wee it’s been a very interesting week,
now it’s Saturday morning I’ve got time to reflect. I’m currently watching Ackley Bridge on Netflix. A little drama about school life and the community surrounding it. It kinda doesn’t remind me of my school days as I wasn’t in the In crowd. I just sort of blended in. I had one or two mates but was never one for socialising in groups or even had a girlfriend even for that matter.
🌟Though in my younger years I remember there was a little girl who I use knock around with..yes I remember one of the latter conversations we had when she said ‘ she wasn’t allowed to play with me anymore because of my family situation. I can’t quite remember the words but I remember it sticking with me. So back to my week, it started with a brand new photography course I’ve started to learn how to use my DSLR camera.
🌟I met Helen in her little art studio in Much Hoole. It was an all good experience as we chatted firstly about the different types of cameras , like ones with mirrors and those without. Gee I didn’t know that! 🤣. Then we went onto lenses.. and storage of photos.. gee there’s lots to it.. hey all interesting though. At the end of our conversation, we spoke about my passion for line dancing as the teacher Helen went on to say her husband just loves Country Music.. Arh great stuff, something else we have in common and we can chat about.
🌟My next session is next Tuesday and I’m looking forward to it with wonder. Tuesday this week was Halloween party time at line dancing, it was strangely beautiful if I dare to say. The singer wasn’t the best, he seemed a bit out of key , tune, I’m not a musical expert but when he sang “ Till the neons gone”, he blinking killed it. It was awful. It was great to see friends I hadn’t seen in a while, as well as all my current fabulous friends. Though a good night it’s sometimes impossible to have a down to earth conversation with friends as there’s some important dancing to get on with.. 🕺🥰🌟.
🌟Parties are always fun especially with friends. I spoke or messaged a friend about my efforts on the night. I explained how I had an idea what I wanted to do and that was try harder to dance the dances I hadn’t done in years, like “ Heart Break express” and Codigo . I went on to explain that in the past I’d over danced codigo and I simply became bored with it. I did them , though I’m still a little rusty with heart break express. It’ll come right in the end the more I do it.
🌟It’s been a full on week as I’m back in the gym with my trainer that I’ve had the last few years. Here’s to making it happen in a steady but careful way. We’ve started a process of retraining and strengthening my core , upper body and being careful around my injury prone areas.
🌟This week too I’ve felt vulnerable for sharing my thoughts with someone I haven’t before, this was to hopefully let someone know that they are not alone in their struggles. If you’re here , you may well be on your own new path way like I am on my pathway of splendour and I’m always available with a comforting ear.
I felt somewhat emotional at my time of sharing and writing, aye there was a tear in my eye. Also I kinda was freighted that I’d perhaps over stepped my boundaries and crossing boundaries of others , it’s scary sometimes. Sometimes one doesn’t know anything until we open up and try .. There becomes a human connection of giving and caring.. I’m going to have to praise myself for my efforts this week , though a little procrastination creeped in,, I’m not going to be hard on myself. I’m going to practice again cherishing myself.
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Until then , I truly hope you guys achieve something sensational in your lives moving forward. I have faith you’ll be good to yourselves, even in a small way. Keeping it small and praising yourself are precious moments, specially spending time out in nature and in closest relationships .You simply have to make time for yourself, even if it’s only ten minutes a day. Make those good habits happen..change how you look at yourself and you’ll end up growing your own self worth and inner love 🌿. That’s what it’s all about, self worth and inner love, your ripples of goodness will in turn affect those around you too. It’s a slow process, hey we have to start somewhere, starting with the inner you. The you that’s had enough of the crap you’ve put yourself through, own your own responsibilities, to create the best inner most essence within. 🌿
from my heart to yours x
Positively Me xx –
edited etc🌿 2:41 am 5th November.
