It’s Sunday morning and I was thinking of writing with the love I hold within, yes I’m finally at a place where I feel comfortable, but hey it’s been a incredibly long road to this feeling. Maybe recent chats with my guides in life has helped me open myself up to the spontaneous feelings of love I have inside. Yes I’ve put myself through shit , I’ve forced myself into situations, facing fears and in some cases they were terrifying. Hey I got through these moments. Still there’s aspects of my life to find balance with and this certainly my angle at the moment. I know what I have to do , doing it with kindness is my direction.
One of my biggest moments was the thought of giving a speech at my 60th Birthday party. When I started to process of putting the party together sometime last year, I thought heck! A speech! I’m definitely going to need help with this haha , even leaving it to a week before hand I thought shit!. It wasn’t until the day before I thought to myself I’m going to approach this with LOVE . My own inner love for the people in the room .I had loads of love to give and it was so important to me that I got it across. Maybe the speech could have been longer , maybe I could have read off my written plan but I didn’t.
I had notes of singing my praises of certain people in the room but I thought I may put myself under pressure and maybe the thought of fluffing my words wasn’t a thing I wanted to happen. Hence I kept it all sweet and to the point. I think it went kinda well. One of my friends said it was great and that will do me down to the ground.
What do you have in your sights to change things around for you? . There’s always room for improvement within ourselves, even just the tiniest tweak here and there . A little insight of making love happen inside you is all that it means.. Keep it close or share with a good friend or two. . I’m so very lucky to have the most inspiring, interesting , gregarious, spontaneous loving people in my life. Full of faith , their own beautiful faith.
Saying it with LOVE .
ADRIAN X
