Imagine having a garden full of feeding birds !?.
I’m sort of on the way . I think sometimes it depends on where you live or maybe where you place your feeders.
At the moment mine are placed on the left hand side of my garden, near to my Betula Youngii. Weeping silver birch to many, not Pendula! .🐾I’m glad to say my many Goldfinches are back in there numbers. No Greenfinches though! . I love their song too. We’ve had the odd chaffinch , loads of sparrows which I’m taking a liking too. Their all back from feeding in the fields over late summer and early autumn. My feeding table was fairly empty in those months.. but I’m happy the table is being visited once again..
That reminds I was watching “ The Hairy bikers travel North “ on tv last night . I was so inspired by their cooking passion as they visited the BEST restaurant in the WORLD of two years ago! . Blinking heck ! and the iyoungest person with a Michelin star .
This is gorgeously impressive. Inspiring and beautiful. This is where I aim to be . ( is that too high??) .
I believe I’m firmly on my way . How about you? . How do you feel as we move ever closer into the colder months. ?? I was having a conversation with my newest worker Nick the other day about how great our great occupation is . I’m loving my work. But I love plants and that’s where the MAGIC is for me. Nick made a remark on how he thought at this moment in time he doesn’t like the change in the season because there’s no colour and everything looks Scruffy. Surprisingly I disagreed ( not like me! ) . I said I’m loving it . I’m looking forward to the change and I await the glorious colours.I guess the gist of the story is “ I’m so looking forward to everything at the moment “ . Erhummm.. I might be getting a little giddy here but feeling like this with a new optimism is definitely a new feeling , plus feeling like this as it gets colder is unheard of for me .
Getting back to the colourful flashes of my garden, oh I’m delighted. My Goldfinches are back in their hordes. It’s amazing to watch. Better that watching tv sometimes.
A new passion is coming over me . I must say I feel different. Whether it’s me finding or harnessing my loves in life I don’t know. I guess I’ve done much self exploring over my many years but something in me has changed. I guess it’s REALLY accepting who I am. Deciding and believing in me . I know I’ve infuriated especially one person on my lack . Ooow heck even to talk negatively runs a shiver through me!. I don’t like it..
My lack , what a place to be in .. I think it’s always been there. What’s changed? Well maybe enough is enough? . Maybe the golden nugget has dropped 😂. I was going to say it’s letting people know who I am ! , but do we really need to do this?. SHOULD WE BE JUST OUR CARING SELVES ? . Having healthy boundaries between our relationships is something to work on .. but as long as we know where we are without putting pressure on ourselves. This is key to a healthy life.. 🥰. I have a thirst to live my truth and express an extension of me into everything I do .* I’m sick of dithering and being fearful.
( This includes my van designs) . Yes lots of people love the designs but my van that I drive needs tweaking for my own sanity!) For me it needs a wildlife twist on it .
So anyway,
* Well I’m going with it. Maybe too it’s my shocking chat with my friend Rafa that’s changed me ?? . Yes I infuriate him with my lack or past lack! . It certainly was a hard hitting chat. Some of which is still in the hands of Solictors. Rafa has a great admiration for me and has expressed these thoughts many times about my passions like dancing! Here’s hoping the positivity is running through me more of a percentage or greatly MORE balanced than the negative chatterbox inside me. I wish my good buddy the very best of good health as he goes through his up and coming tests.. 💙💛.
As per usual it’s a early one . So being tired is going to be a given thing today. . The time being 6:36 am this Friday Morning , but I have been up since 4:30 !. Yes I’m mad! 😂😜.
I’ve a sports massage awaiting me at 7:30 am in Burscough ,so be getting ready soon .
It’s also Grandchild weekend 🥰😍. So fun times and pumpkin picking is on the cards..Onwards and upwards.
Have an incredible Friday and I’ll catch you again. Stay safe and if your feeling under the weather please try and breathe more positivity into your life xx🥰😍
From my Heart to YoursPositively Me x
Edited 🐾 17th October/ time 21:42pm
All written words in my own EXPERIENCES .
