Hello to the fabulousness in you !
I must apologise for this post but it arrived at important time in my life. You don’t have to read. ( written 16th September 2021 and never posted until now. )
Only you and I can decide what happens when our paths cross ,get entangled or miraculously become moved into a good place , or a decidedly out of this world connection of Openness.
Some of us may become disconnected through inside and outside influences and that’s a shame that as human beings we can’t get beyond this. People say Love heals but in some cases I’m really not sure. Perhaps if all parties where able to open up like in a classroom , group therapy room, mediation room, or own space between yourselves of like minded people. Perhaps in a family of human connections . We can only heal ourselves first. We cannot expect or ask someone else to do it if they haven’t reached that moment of universal kindness and self awareness and self love .
Actually feeling and Daring to connect with yourself inside is an eye opener . This is Also a heart explorative experience with some tearful moments along the way. . In these moments you can hurt as well as feel absolutely fabulous. I can only write from personal Experiences and how I express my life up to now.
Don’t be fooled, not everyone is like you!. You and I are totally unique , living and breathing and upturning gems wherever we go.. x So thank you , you are the Gems for being in my life.. x⭐️Only in the last few hours a friend from my physical training years reached out with kind words , aiming her inner love and passion to her inner and outer circles of friends. Giving her kind words of support in these difficult Covid-19 times. Many of my friends are supportive in all their different kind hearted ways . We can’t be all wrong. All the many in and around my circle of amazing connective people ~ The positive power is within us all. If we are at any point feeling out of sorts. Please remember we have it in us , including me. I’m searching Deep for my answers to a current situation. For me it’s going take talking it out with someone else.
Not everyone is singing from the same page as you . Hmm .. I’d say we are all totally unique in our own little ways. That’s everyone, including the ones that don’t float my boat. We are all human and it’s big big world out there..
Some of the people who cross our paths sometimes have a total disregard for others . Look down the nose at you. Thinking you are a person well below them.. They Have their own mission in life. This is not about the Positive or the negatives in their lives. Some folk just don’t see it or FEEL IT. Some people just don’t like ya! .That’s their problem I guess. We are Alright aren’t we guys😂🤪😘.Oow creepy isn’t it .. ? . It sends shudders down my spine never mind my own essence.
But we are A OKAY aren’t we Boys and Girls?.
Thankfully these type don’t stay in my life too long. We learn as we travel through life , who we can get on with and those who just don’t fit in with who you are. Some start off simply ok but then turn or get turned after many outside distractions.
BUT nevertheless I’m SO BLESSED to have the most caring and life explosive people in my life. An great array of friends WHO WANT TO BE IN MY LIFE . It’s like Heaven ✳️😇💯%.
I was chatting to someone lately about something that’s at the top of my mind , it’s simply there all the time.. Something I can’t shake off like you and I would like too. Something that has been clouding my every second as they go by, hmm heavy hey ?. During my conversation with my ‘someone ‘ , their Veiw was to ask whether I was going to make an appointment with the Doctor to check out any underlining problems like Heart or Blood pressure .I guess it’s on the cards when the doors are openly open , haha .
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So how is it we get through these days of this heaviness. Perhaps some of you might see it in a different light!? It’s something I’m unable to get to grips with.. To settling on a decision , a Ultra Positive one is coming. It’s certainly is or should I say it’ll help someone to understand. Sorry it’s cryptic but has to be..
I believe I’m totally Stressed out and it’s affecting my health now .. I’m going have to decide what I’m doing before a meltdown comes in.
Stress affects your body in all sorts of ways . For me it’s showing or it has over some time..and not all at the same time , thank goodness.
- Headaches
- Palpitations
- unable to express freely with forgetting my words
- Anxious
- memory loss
- Eyes watering
- chest and throat tension
- emotional
- itchy ? Maybe I don’t know 🤷♂️ 🤣
Something has to give . I have started making beautiful decisions.
I think I’ll taking ”Positively Sian’s⭐️ “ advice and think of Meditation. This probably means getting back in yoga. To do this I need a completely clear office space. A space I also call my country music shack😁👍. I need space and decluttering might also be good.
How does this last quote sit with you ? Indeed ! 🧐🤨🤪😜
Apologies for the mega long post.
Hope your all ultra great yourselves 💓🥰😘😘.
Hot loveand thanks for reading x
from all of me xx
edited ✳️
💥All words written in my own experiences 💥💯%
FIRST WRITTEN ON 16th SEPTEMBER 21.
so an old draft .⭐️.
