Wow it’s another incredibly difficult night to sleep with. So I’ve awoken at wee hour hour of now 3:30 am. I’ve woken feeling hungry and irritable, with only a few things on my mind.
My programme of the moment is “Liar “on Netflix. I remember seeing it the first time but I hardly remember it. Gosh my eyes are incredibly tired and I need to close them.
I wish to tell you I had the most amazing time at Linedancing last night. Yes it was another amongst true sparkly friends. With meaningful Hugs that were so needed. Not that I’d say I’m a needy person. Sometimes we just need the extra comfort from a friend, even if it is from the female of our species. Haha. Having healthy boundaries is an experience worth exploring and understanding. Whether this a mutual thing between men and women , well I think it is. The conversations and connections between men and women is an intriguing situation. Or in general do people think about anything? . Do we in general just ENJOY WHO WE ARE and everything else goes by the wayside. Hmmm.. I’m not sure. Maybe I think too much.
Oh I’m gonna chill and see what happens.
All I know is I’m becoming even more aware of who I am ,,hmm..and in some cases I aim to move forward and deal with things that I’m normally frightened of..
But for me I’m happy to have friends in all corners of my life. Friends that inspire me and hopefully I do them. I’m not looking for the More Better Best of me. I’m setting for me. I know I have little things to improve on ,but I’ve started to enjoy who I am once again. It’s strange how we all have little reminders of things in the past that haunt us. Well definitely me. I can only speak for myself, as I don’t know what you are like. Recently the date of 24th April that brought a wonder to me. A little sadness and indifferent experience from my past. Oow eck! , Dare I say anything here.
Do you really need to know? . Nah.. it’s in the past , although it’s been spoken about before , it’s staying there this time.
My happiness is of paramount importance now and any distasteful moments I’m not giving them air time . It’s part of my life and I guess it’s a huge step in my development as a person. So in there I’ll give it some credit. I guess I’m learning to forgive on this one, WOW BLOODY WEE!. It’s only taken me 3 decade’s. Ahhhhh at least I’m there now.. Thanks to my inner strength, yep I’m gonna give myself some credit here . It’s also an incredible place to be with my glorious friends. I wouldn’t be without you! . Yes I know I’m not a complete person that need parts of your happiness to infringe on my life. I’m learning to love who I am and cherish who I can be. It’s a slow process but I’m on the path. My golden path. .
Loving you as I do,
Positively Me x
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👊All words written in my own experiences 👍
