Hello Beautiful People,
I’ve had the somewhat Beautifulest of feelings of ever becoming closer to my greatest love inside, my little one inside. Who in fact is the biggest part of me.
My biggest fan, my biggest love and most largest of loving arms to have ever held me.. I don’t think this post is going to be a big one as in length but there’s some very important things or situations or ideas that have placed me here today in this realm of enlightenment.
Firstly I’m so grateful to my inner guide for guiding to this place in time. I’m going to tell you though it hasn’t been easy. I’ve kinda been through horrible mix of despair and desperate feelings of feeling Broken. Where this feeling came from I don’t know, but it landed firmly in my heart .
It was time to work through my feelings yet again of loss.. and hurts from the past , turning my attention to my inner child . More than ever before I’ve connected to my own loving arms and it does feel pretty dam good. Though his great big presence inside me will always need attention especially in these early days of reconnection. Much more journaling is to be done. Much more finding myself and loving myself. Much more trusting what I feel inside and it’s opened up new possibilities already 🥰💪🌟.
From this I can move on in peace and an authenticity I’ve never held or enjoyed before. I’m not saying I’ve had a horrible life because that isn’t true. I’ve had a good life on the surface and I’ve had some beautiful experiences. But deep down I’ve been scared or fearful, haven’t we all, hey? .
It certainly is a wonderful feeling . I’ve not found this place without the presence of other important people and friends in my life. It certainly is wonderful that we can learn so much from being vulnerable with the friends around you. Sometimes we are met with open minds, arms and hearts , sometimes we aren’t. Sometimes people have their own over loads going on and that’s okay too. We all have our situations to work through. Life can be so full on and sometimes we just need to readjust things in order to feel better inside. Sometimes we are not aware, sometimes we stumble into the weirdest of situations, other times we make it happen, like me this time. Something had to change, I’ve been determined to find a solution to my struggles.
As I explained to my life guide the other day , I didn’t like being in the realms of vulnerability but this is where the BIGGEST learnings are made. My life guide is so right!. I could feel the change in me as I opened my mind and hurts from the past, whether it be in open discussion with a friend ( definitely helped) or chatting to a professional ( definitely helped) or journalling ( definitely helped) ~ Connecting with my inner child again ( definitely helped).🥰
That’s me in a nutshell at the minute, apart from NOT even looking at facebook, this feels soooooo good too. Social media can take over one’s life and it’s definitely not good. Though I’ve not shut anything down as I’m still connected to supportive private groups on personal well-being. 🥰🌟👌✨☀️💚.
In whatever you are doing, do it with an open heart, learn, live, grow smile and enjoy your own presence in life.
🥰🌟💪☀️💚✨❤️💎
Take care,
Adrian
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