Stop, compose myself and be Gentle on my mind , there’s a Country song in there somewhere. “Somewhere between “ , is too a Country song too by Suzy Bogguss. Anyway I’m not here to talk about music or am I ? .
The music of life sounds good. Not any type of living though… Hmmm… I’m not sure what I’m going to say here, as I’ve stopped the rot of loosing my head , I’ve stopped the pressure from boiling over into something that may look like a breakdown. So I’m incredibly proud of myself for reaching this place.
Moving forward All I can do is act in my sisters best interest and mine too. Oh yes. Believing in myself is another level to step into. I believe it’s there, I just have to TRUST MYSELF 💪🥰😍🌟. Love who I am and all the good that I do. Remembering the good that lays within my soul.
In the first instance I might just let go and this feels like a good place to start. Relax and let go..
There is a solution in sight but not the one I wanted.. If anyone else wants to press ahead and take the reins from me , be my guest , but I think I’ve had enough. ( in my personal experiences) . Or I may just take my time on these decisions over the coming days. Have a few moments to relax and refresh my mind.. , then go at it again with a new refreshed determination. 🥰😁💪. ( 🌿 )
I’m reading Fearne Cotton’s “ QUIET “ at the moment. I’ve reopened the paper pages after feeling the need for a little of Fearne’s life wisdom. I do prefer to feel paper pages within my fingers, texture and smell in fact .. it’s maybe weird but that’s me… maybe I’m just an old fashioned guy🤣. It feels like The writer speaks to me like a friend, well some do! . And I think there’s another little bit of song writing wisdom there from Marc Bolan. Moving on to this incredible day that I have before me…I intend to rejoice in me.. Do what I do best..
If you’re reading too. Take it easy , it’s so easy to loose our minds,
rejoice in you.
From my understanding to yours
Adrian. X x x
edited 🌿 13th May 2023.
