What an incredible evening it has been this evening. ( Tuesday 27th Sept) It’s a lovely feeling of contentment on the line dance floor and ultimate feeling a peace running within me.. This feeling hasn’t been with me in recent weeks or months. Come to think about it , this feeling of contentment hasn’t been with me on the dance floor or in any group of line dance nights for YEARS. So yesterday I must of done something right!
So now It feels quite new and good if you were thinking of asking me.
In fact it’s been a hell of a good last 24 hours. With attending Chorley’s branch of “ Andy’s Man Club”. As I spoke in my last post it was a incredible evening of men sharing their inner most difficulties. There was humour in the room too and I found it a good place to open up. Since then I’ve chatted to my wife more , which is incredible too . I definitely hope to do more of. Be as open as possible.
Today has been refreshing to say the least as I spent a good lot of time with my buddy Andy, my website guru. He’s been helping me with problem of the computer kind , we had a bacon butty together and we played with his new puppy. Arh.. it was so good. Pets can be so good for your soul but hard work I guess in the instance, because it’s like having a baby in the house. Haha.
Looking at my life of late it’s been crucial I make time for what’s important. Finding balance too might be the tricky bit but I can only try.. As long as I speak my views as they arrive in my head , rather than keep them locked up in my head , I’m hoping this will lead to a more peaceful life in my own head. Then you all might witness something quite good enter your lives.. Although you may not of thought that anything was wrong with me, as I’ve masked my feelings for way too long. I’m learning to open up and hopefully rejoice in who I am as a person. Hallelujah! 😂.
After leaving Andy’s, I popped into another mates place, Rafa’s . Rafa literally only a few houses away from Andy’s. So it’s all magic. Now this man has some experience with psychology and working as a team leader in the YMCA and youth settings , plus working for the local authority re housing young offenders.
He’s go quite a mind to be sure and he’s definitely helped me to open my mind to the possibilities with probing questions about the NOW. I think we might be steering away from the whys in my world my childhood days . Those days of timidness .
The real stuff is now , the challenging stuff is now and I must proceed in clearing the obstacles in my mind by TALKING MORE. This definitely key to living a healthy balanced ( almost 😹) mindful life.
I honestly feel blessed in these moments. It’s time to grab my faith in me a slowly move forward in my days of inner growth . Working in openness and hopefully dealing with things as they occur in life , rather than let them build up into something out of control.
Sorry this post has been all about me really, I’m sorry for that but it seems I found some inner strength within me to hopefully move on forward and long may it continue.
I’m giving you my inner most love and sparkles that I may inspire you to move forward with any difficulties you may have. With moments in me knowing things have to change for a more quality of life. We can all move on up ! 🥰🌟💪.
Loving you as I do myself.
Take care and shine shine shine.
Positively Adrian x
