From the words of a friend this week, ‘ whatever I am doing is obviously working! . In my minds eye I’m not sure what stage I’m at with my sisters wellness and welfare. Things are a little refreshed after talking to a ‘ Good Friend’ in my mate Richie! . Things look a little clearer. With his help and direction I’ll definitely be better off. I spoke quite openly and that was a first in a while other talking to Gillian of course. Richie helped me see other things a little clearer too regarding other things that could turn into unwanted pressures. I certainly have enough going on under the surface to be adding anything else to my already existing collection of life skills. Just one of those little things I’ve to deal with without making it a mountain!
I’ve also been contacted by my Personal Trainer about being on it again, my response was yeah sure, let’s give it ago again , although with an outside twist! . Yes training outside, training in a park ! . In the fresh air, in nature 💚. Recently I’ve been working my way my fitness at work, just getting on with it and it’s been tough but good too. Working my way through the political process of keeping everyone happy. Finding the balance and working with my own eloquence . Not working on things that are missing but working with who I am.
My loves and things I wish to achieve in my coming months. Having goals and aspirations propels me towards my own dreams, hopes, faiths and trusting in me, and of course not biting off too much at any one time. Loving me and what I do a long the way. This is all I can do., It’s a learning process in life. One of my other friends ‘ Stewart’ has a profound way of living by holding his head up high and having “lived” a daring life and thinking “ Big! “. Even now in his mid seventies my good friend has a great outlook on life.
I have such a wealth of personalities around me and all my friends offer their own selves as living proof that life is so incredibly beautiful and can be lived in your way with peace and balance. Living in a trust of own self. This is my harmony, this is my true faith in me. I’m a work in progress, a person learning to love and trust in me. Thank you if you are there , but me yes I’m stepping out into the realms of love and light once again..
Living a life for two people is incredibly tough and it brings tears to my eyes seeing the downfall in my sister’s standard of living. Louise is half the the person now , as to when she moved out of our family home and to were she is now and this what propels me too.
From my heart to yours
Adrian the light fantastic 🌟✨.
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