18th January 22.
Hi there!
Are you feeling as good as I am ! . Yea I know it’s 3:30am , oh yes it’s the wee hours and still pitch black out there. Well I couldn’t sleep and definitely this will affect me later on in the day. I’ve a little matter on my mind but hopefully I’ll rest on it soon.
I’ve awoke with a love on my mind , a love and hope and a good New sense of internal peace. Yes it’s different , but it feels good.
Anyway guys I’m just imagining today is going to be good, so good. It’s just a reminder for you to rejoice in who you are. I’m going to try and keep it simple, be who I am . Thinking There’s not much I really want to change about me. Yes sure there has been elements of me I’ve wanted to change. I wonder am I ever going to do it ?, or do I really need to . TO JUST BE WHO I AM , then things might eventually fall into place. Well I might just try it and let’s see what happens. I’ve always thought “ I’m not good enough! “ Oh yes I’ve been driving myself crazy at times. But I’m hoping just to be as simple and chilled as can be. Hmm.. is that possible? Getting away from the ‘ “More Better Best” way of thinking might just be the ticket. Not that I’ve deeply thought I was doing it but it might be just the to strip back all the things I thought I’d wished I was. Yep I might need a little help or guidance through this , who knows.. I’m just going to try and chill.
Now Wednesday 19th January, and the month is sliding on just fine . I wondered when I was quite going to find time to complete this story to you. It was impossible yesterday as I was too tired. Hmm.. and I didn’t even manage to go to my lovely Line dance evening. Hey I’m here now feeling a kinda peace over me. My Gardening Vans are finally finished with there awesome visual designs on them. I’ll bring a photo once the software lets me. For some reason there’s a technical hitch.
I attended my second Pilates class this evening and the teacher Jane , spoke to me before we entered the room. She said Hello Adrian, how are you?! . Isn’t it just wonderful when someone remembers your name, even when we’ve not really spent much time together. Same went with my Thursday boot camp session, when Tom the trainer remembered my name. It felt pretty good and honoured he took interest in me.One thing that slightly disturbed me at my last book camp session on Monday. Some little thoughts entered my mind before the session started. This was I missed mine old trainer. My one to one trainer. My man who’s been in my life for the past 6 months. Yes I do feel a little sad. I do think I’ll be back with him in the near future, he’s too good to be missed. His charisma and ultra professional sense of being is so positive. His name is Adam Curry.
🐾I’m currently trying my old boot camp out but it’s definitely not the same as it used to be. Nothing stays the same . People move on, Thursdays class is good, maybe I ought to do a double whammy with trainer of the night , one class after the other. That might be asking a lot maybe?? .🐾
Getting back to everything else, my thoughts and friends are the best. We learn and grown from each other. Gain love and support from others and everyone who makes you tingle, but, rattle and roll too, inspire you , listen to you. You listen to them , You inspire them , given them a little nudge if they need one, but the MOST FABULOUS THING YOU CAN DO IS GIVE SOMEONE A SMILE. Whether it’s a simple one or an all dazzling gleaming one. They all count.
Sensational wishes from me .
xxxxx.
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👊All words written in my own experiences 👊
