Dearest Diary,
I wonder what comes first ? , the title to any of my stories or the substance? . The growing and glowing quest within me to grow my life into something that gives me my inner smile and inner strength. My strength is there , I just need to Tap into it more. The time for growth is now .
I found it profound that I ! , yes I was giving advice to my friend Lins on Friday as I had a most wanted lunch out that day . Me give advice! , my gosh! . I kinda felt honoured and proud at the same time. Stewart my friend was present too and he as a great look out in life. I think his philosophy in life is to keep it simple and have a ‘so what ‘ and do what you love mindset. Stewart is definitely unique and he’s my friend . I think I’ve come on tenfold in life in recent times.
There has been many a time when I’ve felt intensely underwhelmed whilst in my friends company, having a feeling of they are leaps and bounds beyond me. They would quite often ask me a direct question of “ what you doing that’s GREAT in your life?’ .
I’m finding a balance within me. Having great relationships with all sorts of different people in my group of friends. I guess not trying too hard in recent weeks . After putting myself into the realms of pressure concerning my sister’s wellbeing over recent months, I’ve finally found peace within myself and hopefully bringing harmony to my sisters life again.
Once again though my friends come in and shed their sparkles into my life and I hold them in high regard. I find I’m holding myself in a higher regard too. Dusting off the faith within is magical , believing is living. Letting go is living, I’m not totally there but I’m gonna keep trying to spark my inner strength.. until then I give you my love .
And in the lovely words of a lovely friend,
Have more FAITH IN YOURSELF 😍🥰.
🌟💪🤗🌟💪🤗
