And so the learning process begins again.
It’s Monday morning but I must say after a few days of self reflection, looking at ways to move through my life as it’ stands at the minute. A self that I’m not quite happy with, yeah one could say ,yeah sure you’re doing okay, I’m really okay. I am , though looking through my written works of my diary work in some ways my life hasn’t changed or moved on , even after years of self work .
This is with the lack of inner love and acceptance for the inner me. The little boy inside has a need to be held with a love and acceptance. It’s time to reconnect once again, these times are far too infrequent. I have to learn to share love and grow our inner connection and hold our togetherness in an ultimate way.
Some people may think this is poppycock , but when I listen to that many men out there, Inspirational Personal Growth leaders of the world and our small country of Britain, People who have been broken and have worked their way back from the madness of learnt beliefs about themselves.
Stuff that we have brought with us from our childhoods into our adult lives, learnt behaviours , it’s shocking how we hold ourselves back to learn and grow and give to our own true potential. 🌿Sure not everyone feels like this . We are all on different paths, hopefully all looking forward but most importantly looking like we belong now , full on with the truth of who you are. Moving forward with self acceptance, inner harmony and great understanding of how we all tick. Most of all loving who you are. 🥰🌟💪. 🌿
Me for one has had enough of the this shit storm of crappy inner beliefs and its time once again to open up to the vulnerable bits inside and then move them to the sidings to move past them . Yeah sure we are who we are..we can’t just chop off things that once ruled our lives but we can learn to accept them with love , inner peace and strength. My work is beginning again today as I think this is major and is stopping me from enjoying myself and loving Christmas like I ought too. Self awareness and acceptance is the way to start , loving and giving to oneself is the ultimate and has eluded me and i think it’s one of those things that’s going to take daily practice. Something else to learn and wholeheartedly give myself to myself.
Keep on learning and giving with the whole of you. But first we must connect with the inner little person inside and hold that person with love. This is the only way forward for me at the present.
Take care and until next time,
keep rising ,
keep learning and giving to yourself first and then others 🥰🌟✨.
Adrian .
Edited etc 🌿.
Credits to my new learnings;
Kerwin Rae
James Boardman
Oliver Cowlishaw ( men’s self development) , all found on YouTube
Louise Hay 🌟 Queen of Loving yourself.
edited etc🌿 5th Dec .
