Oh isn’t the weather so great at the moment? . (Well it was at the first time of writing 😁) .
This is what summer is about. I can’t remember when we had a great summer in recent times. I can the glorious summer of 76! . Wow at the ripe little age of 12 years young. If I remember rightly I had curly whirly hair. A care free time in my life I guess. A feeling of freedom, oh yes . Having this feeling is quite something. Certain friends give this feeling too. How some people sparkle and shine with their own freedom is absolutely thirst quenching and mind inspiring.
Too find it within, that calmness is my goal at the minute. Keeping life as simple as one can is on the cards for me. One friend, inspirational woman touched my life , like many have, but one teacher of Pilates. Quite a remarkable person who talks about mindfulness in exercises.
I think Pilates is growing within me again.. With the special teachings of Jane. I may well be a man in training with life and my pleasures ,but my main aim at the moment is to Sparkle.
To find my inner glow. I feel drained at the moment but I feel an almighty New Push has to come from me. I have wonders in me for next year or maybe sooner. I’d love to go camping, possibly with my mates. I’ve not been camping since my days as a youngster attending Southport’s branch of Sea Scouts. Fab memories. I want to do more of things with nature, more exploring of who I am. The feeling of expressing myself is also a thing on my mind. To chat away.
I’m desperate to find inner peace but I’m currently bewildered how this is going to come to me. I’m kinda put off from writing after my ordeal in court, where by the judge didn’t think it’s good to write one’s feelings down for other people to read.. Even if it was my grandson in years to come. Yep .. I’m currently stuck in time with my feelings.. A feeling of unable to write even though I’m just touching on it right now. There’s no returning messages from anyone.. , will this only come if I open up to the www. I’m not sure if I want that to happen. I’ll have to weigh up the pros and cons on this subject. The negative people versus the positive power on inspirational, loving people. Now there’s no legal connection stopping me or ever will be ..
I’m feeling kinda uneasy about writing.. I might have to find a new angle..
In the meantime, YOU TAKE CARE! .
Learning to dance with life , as well as on the dance floor 🥰🌟🥰.
Adrian x
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