Oh isnโt the weather so great at the moment? . (Well it was at the first time of writing ๐) .
This is what summer is about. I canโt remember when we had a great summer in recent times. I can the glorious summer of 76! . Wow at the ripe little age of 12 years young. If I remember rightly I had curly whirly hair. A care free time in my life I guess. A feeling of freedom, oh yes . Having this feeling is quite something. Certain friends give this feeling too. How some people sparkle and shine with their own freedom is absolutely thirst quenching and mind inspiring.
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Too find it within, that calmness is my goal at the minute. Keeping life as simple as one can is on the cards for me. One friend, inspirational woman touched my life , like many have, but one teacher of Pilates. Quite a remarkable person who talks about mindfulness in exercises.
I think Pilates is growing within me again.. With the special teachings of Jane. I may well be a man in training with life and my pleasures ,but my main aim at the moment is to Sparkle.
To find my inner glow. I feel drained at the moment but I feel an almighty New Push has to come from me. I have wonders in me for next year or maybe sooner. Iโd love to go camping, possibly with my mates. Iโve not been camping since my days as a youngster attending Southportโs branch of Sea Scouts. Fab memories. I want to do more of things with nature, more exploring of who I am. The feeling of expressing myself is also a thing on my mind. To chat away.
Iโm desperate to find inner peace but Iโm currently bewildered how this is going to come to me. Iโm kinda put off from writing after my ordeal in court, where by the judge didnโt think itโs good to write oneโs feelings down for other people to read.. Even if it was my grandson in years to come. Yep .. Iโm currently stuck in time with my feelings.. A feeling of unable to write even though Iโm just touching on it right now. Thereโs no returning messages from anyone.. , will this only come if I open up to the www. Iโm not sure if I want that to happen. Iโll have to weigh up the pros and cons on this subject. The negative people versus the positive power on inspirational, loving people. Now thereโs no legal connection stopping me or ever will be ..
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Iโm feeling kinda uneasy about writing.. I might have to find a new angle..
In the meantime, YOU TAKE CARE! .
Learning to dance with life , as well as on the dance floor ๐ฅฐ๐๐ฅฐ.ย
Adrian xย
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