It can be an incredible life if you let it. Oow.. that sounds just so sweet doesn’t it? .
The more we are open to discussion, I feel the more feel connected. Connected in so many ways. Ways that we can recall conversations with other people that have very similar stories to tell. Stories of true meaning and things we thought we were the only people going through it at the time, it’s so real, so raw.
Sadness connects us but so can HAPPINESS . More of the Incredible stuff is required. Yes I know I ought to be mad as hell with the shit I’m going through, that’s my wife and I. Susan has a incredible strength. Way different to me. I guess we all have our different ways of dealing with things.
Sure I’ve felt really disappointed , hurt and emotionally stuck in turmoil, especially with our Grandson Alienation case.
Maybe if we’d dealt with it differently, but thinking back I’m not sure how we could’ve done it. We tried the diplomatic approach in the early days . In my experience. I guess it was a fraught time. Tensions where running high between two sets of families of the little boys life. Family hey.. I wouldn’t go as far to say we where a fully connected family but I guess this something I need to get past.
What is needed is a family OR group get together for the little boys sake. Altogether in a chaired circle of OPENNESS. Just like a AA meeting.
Hands up ! , who has had the privilege of attending an AA meeting? . What an experience! . This is in my Top 3 , I’d say. I can’t tell you what number 1 is , it may well be this one. I know it was an important one.. I hasten to add I wasn’t a alcoholic. I entered to room as a guest and introduced by our family doctor as I had difficulties in dealing with my Mums alcohol problems. I remember it only being a small group of men , it certainly was a positive experience and a privilege to experience their struggles as they introduced themselves to the room. Then it was my turn to open up the room. It was mind blowing. 🌟.Put behind us our inabilities to face our FEARS. THIS IS WHERE ITS AT . Blinking FEAR running peoples lives. Some might not admit it , but with a lot of self delving this is where most will end up.
I know I’ve Said LOVE IS the strongest force in the universe, but fear also has a big claim on our lives. I’m no proffessor , I can only talk or write in this case from experience. This includes my LOVE FOR LIFE . My passion has started to run again, after pressing forward as I do. I do get stuck . My friends can tell you this, but they also I have an incredible ability to SHINE TOO. I must remember this too. I have many beautiful connections and memories of people resting in heaven. Like my Mum. It’s here anniversary of her passing in two days time. Seventeen years gone , her love lives on.💖. It’s a time to shine in my Mums honour too.
In these moments now I’m going bring these words to close .. Sending you loads of love, whoever you are.
keep shining beautifulness into your world.
Hugs
Positively Adrian x
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🌟All words written in my own experiences 😜
